jem | #1 venti simp

There’s a 50$ Rhystic study playmat I’m debating on grabbing…. But I should save my money truthfully 😭

i play commander mostly!!!! i built a kuja deck but since it's spell slinging... my card draw is TRASH and i got stuck with 6 lands for 7 turns last night :3

what black and/or red cards are good for drawing cards in magic?

Your honor, they are FATED.

🥲 IM TRYING ughhh

maeee ;u; YOU are doing your best too!!!! 🫠

IM SO STRETCHED THIN, MY DUDES. someone tell me im doing my best ;u;

writing an ABO story and making it a massive dystopian and political thing. Like 300 comments in and they haven’t even fucked 😭

Lord Barbatos🍃
#venti #GenshinImpact

i want to start interacting with artists more and TELL THEM when i like an art piece bc i know those comments mean so much!!!

completely binged bride of ignat because a year ago I wrote the exact same concept for zhongven without ever hearing of this premise lmao

also wish people would come over to bsky but no fandoms are atm :/

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30 for the pop socket and 40 for the case 😭

serious inquiries only and in exchange I tell you my critiques of said toxic yaoi streamelements.com/jemglam/tip

This case for my kindle when I finally start reading my toxic yaoi book would fix me

Anyone want to donate to the kawaii fujo funds

ive taken a step back from streaming bc work, irl and other hobbies proved a little more engaging. i got SO burnt out last year that by christmas time, i felt so low energy...

i'm very thankful to have spent the year crafting such rich narratives in rp. it's been a nice creative way to explore stories and themes!!!

🥹 getting my meds in, some good card pulls and then resting... ugh..

To my friends from LiveJournal I still think about you Wonder if you finally quit, Do you still speak to your mom? I remember when you went to Japan How you swore you'd never forgive him. I can't remember to take my meds but I remember you wanted to live on a houseboat. It's a strange intimacy, all of us unspooling across decades of internet space Like balls of yarn leaving a trail behind us of everywhere and everyone we've ever been I hope you got your houseboat. I hope you got everything. -Hayley DeRoche

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pain is rly bad this week and my deadlines are suffering. just soaked in the tub for an hour waiting for my medicine to kick in. depression at all time high rn

going to do my best to not let the numbers game on twitch mess with my sense of worth. i did some really important things this year and numbers don't rep that!

多忙すぎます

🥹 i cannot budget my glammies art this year. i gotta put it to other stuff so i'm super bummed. maybe i'll just reuse 2023's

i have some rly scary irl things going on that i'm very close to spiraling out bc of.

こっそりやった

chronic pain week <3

Someone tell me to stop taking rush jobs bc I need the money 🥹

battling seasonal depression by just being so busy i dont have time to be depressed

i get so caught up in work, i get so socially dead with my battery. i'm so thankful for the people that don't take it seriously... or personally. </3