lmfao update on this i got it sorted really quickly but unfortunately i like most others am perpetually stuck in a βwill i, wonβt iβ situation when it comes to being flagged
deleted twt again but i think im creatively burnt outβ¦.. need me a finished anime/manga to get into writing fics ainβt doing it for me at all
gonna crash out i got flagged for ai when i didnβt fucking use it i want to kill myself why canβt i have some damn peace
35 IS NOT OLD MAN YAOI YOU ARE JUST 19
love is hearing mum put on my favourite Star Trek and turning it up while Iβm in the bath
I donβt feel real sometimes
olaa #δΈε€ͺ #BSD
im writing the last chap for my 2023 sicktember fic (lol) and.... yeah i dont think anyone who has read it is here so im safe to say HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i was gonna make the βim 21β joke as though thatβs meant to undermine my glee enjoying the small things but you know what fuck that, iβm happy and that doesnβt need to be the backend of a joke
irl bestie bought me expensive body butter and ive finished my old soap so now i get to open a new one yippee
im conflicted my writing these days is lucky to get 100 views in the first 24hours when i bust my ass writing smth i like tell me why i woke up like 6.5 hours after posting & theres 240 on something I wrote a year and a half ago whatever mannn
Posting my old threads as fics with some editing
In The Air Between Us
β’ 2.1k
β’ Chuuya keeps some of Dazaiβs stuff from the Mafia for comfort
I think Iβm gonna waste study time and post all of my short drabbles on ao3 and that way i have no reason to want to keep my account on the hellsite
Iβm sure Iβll miss the consistency of online spaces, but I have the benefit of being able to move freely where I live and meet with generally decent people in everyday life. Some ppl donβt have that so I know itβs a privilege, and honestly I think Iβve met the people I was meant to meet.
but also wipe jules off the internet back to jayden lol idk if I want to be known here anymore, thereβs no joy to any of this. i had the privilege to escape into fandom in 2023 before the fanbase took a turn but i think Iβll π most interaction.
just remembered i used to ask ppl to call me jayden online (wattpad 2016) because my name always seemed too feminine to me,, thereβs something there about not feeling safe enough to be a girl and not finding any common ground with girls my age (primary school mind you)
Dazai shrank into himself.
"I steal a part of your soul."
Chuuya held him closer.
"You give me a part of my soul, Shitty Dazai."
βend.
#soukoku #bsd #dachuu
i went to a very lgbt friendly hs and discovered today that my gaydar was mfing strong back then like stronger than i thought i was validated today
What's your current social media strategy?
Finally finished this lil thing that started as a twt threadfic Jan last year & oops finally got around to the last chap tonight, Please check it out if you have time
β’ injured chuuya, panicked Dazai (I keep doing this); skk bad at feelings who would guess
archiveofourown.org/works/531015...
my lover, my lover, oh!
#skk #soukoku #valentinesday #bungoustraydogs