anyways it was like 4⁰ yesterday and 0⁰ right now and if it means the snows melting and fucking off ill take it honestly i am so done with this dirt slush slippy cold bullshit landscape let me wear shoes that dont require socks oh my fucking lord
you know youre done with winter when your body perks up at 0⁰ weather like "omg is it spring is it time for warm weather finally?!?!?" bc like objectively 0⁰ is not warm weather lol it is literally the definition of freezing temperature
but yeah no i really wanna, at some point, make a like graphic artwork for myself of the "strong kind beautiful" to put on my art wall in my art room/office space
its also peak aesthetic for the character and the environmental design work, like there are no designs in this season that got me like "its ok i guess" which usually happens but instead like i cant pick a favourite of these girlies
there's a lot of reasons gopri has shot up to my top 5 (or even top 3) seasons of precure but the "strong, kind, beautiful" motto struck me real hardcore like yeah beautiful could be surface level but i think with the vibes its coming from the whole thing is a good sentiment i adore it
i bought an epilator bc i cant handle the feeling of hair anywhere in the vicinity of my chin or my underarms and shaving is frustrating and damn it is so much better process wise im just curious what the regrow time will be like bc its allegedly longer but well seeeeeee
"Abstwin", an indie Chinese short film directed and solo animated by A-Qingyu-A.
Inspired by the kingdom of Dian (4th century BC).
Full film >> www.catsuka.com/news/2025-12...
would really love if the pain in my toe from the cut i got earlier today would kindly fuck off so i can go the fuck to sleep... like im lowkey wondering if its infected at this point bc of how much it hurts and is red but i am too tired to do anything about that til morning ngl
other halloween related woe: i sure would love a gf/wifey at some point in my life to do a cute and creative couples costumes with 🥲🥲
year two of substituting and working the day before halloween and not being booked for halloween and therefore not really having any opportunity to dress up :(
i hate that the exposure ive had to the internet in my life has ruined for me the fact that one of the only brands i can ever find that has small appliances in aesthetic colours is called smeg bc i cant hear that and not cringe
i dont remember everything obvs bc i woke up from this one at like 2 or 3 but all i remember is i was in a show with her where i had to dance across the length of the stage with her and we were both dressed as birds??? it was fuckin weird man
i have no idea what hormone induced shit my brain was on last night but all i know is the only dream i remember having was very dominantly about patti lupone
i cant believe i have to vote for ken mcdonald again on tuesday bc the options are lib and con again and theres no ndp this time :/ like its all a sham who cares but i still wanna do the voting thing yknow
Sonne ☀️
#dndart #dndoc #ocsky #dnd
guess whos gonna br hyperfocused on this fruity ass witch show for next little bit lmao (and right before halloween? oh boy lol)
i still get thrown for a loop when i remember that she got aubrey plaza to live with her while they were filming the show and some of the stories theyve shared about that are also wild
one of my fav things about watching production/promotion content for agatha all along is seeing how absolutely unhinged specifically patti lupone is and unapologetically so, like home girl is a fuckin freak (/pos) and does not care who knows it (and honestly, goals) and it is hilarious
finally finished agatha all along, and honestly solid show. enjoyed it even more than wandavision, but thats probably because of the strong cast of queer women and that and more witchcraft-y magic being the focus than like typical superhero stuff lol
who knows, maybe someday enough peeps will request claire at avex or something and itll make me bother to haul my ass outta the house and out to town to go to that again lol
literally the only thing thats ever remotely made me wanna go to hal con ngl (but not enough to pay money to fly to the mainland to attend that hot mess of a con (from the ample stories ive heard) lol)
this is why i try not to discuss "politics" in any setting until i get the vibes that someones on a similar page as me (not same, similar) bc the liberalism is strong in some folks and i cant bite my tongue and agree that i should treat open fascists the same as the people they target lmao
wild to see the liberalism jumping out the woodworks on my fb re: CK about like "violence is never okay" as if the right wing fascists words arent also an act of violence that incites more daily lmao like sometimes its okay to punch a nazi bys, and sometimes the world is ok with one less of them
one of my fav comments i got at camp last weekend was something along the lines of "i know youre a femme art teacher but you really do give the energy of butch gym teacher" and i tell you the laugh i barked, what a compliment
i love camp eclipse bc its a camp for queer and trans youth etc but like the autism and adhd and other neurodivergencies are just off the charts so ya just get to exist with all the other chillest nd people in the woods AND be unapologetically gay for the weekend
is it not too much to ask to find another nd baddie who doesnt really use any substances, wants to wife it up and have a kid, and shares like literally any interests with me besides women?? and in the st johns area??? i feel like that shouldnt be asking too much lmao
i feel like my hopes of wife-ing it up before i try to pop out a baby are slim, which is only gonna make that all the more fun... because everyone loves a single mom 🙄 and its not like 90% of the ppl i see on apps are vehemently anti kids lmao
thats the other thing - i think its a mix of my impatience for small talk/casualness in any type of relationship in my life and me knowing what i want long term despite literally never having any partner before - but i aint interested in dating around for the sake of it, i want a gf, i want a wife
there are so many layers to it that i like to think are at least somewhat reasonable concerns. and also like i dont wanna be a bad partner either because im struggling with shit but also im 2 years from 30 and havent been on a single date and i would like to not die alone...
drinks/smokes/does drugs" makes me apparently too high maintenance to be appealing to literally anyone evidently" and my newest fav of "am i ever gonna find someone who is chill w all of my fun lil audhdness and not find me a burdensome partner"... like my self esteem is always in the gutter, but-
