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Indie Game Dev 🌟 I write sometimes 🌟 Creative. Queer. WLW. Aus. Tired

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You scare doctors.

No, I am not talking about the fear of disease, pain, or death.  I am not talking about doctors being afraid of the limits of their knowledge.  I am talking about your understanding of a fact that everyone else seems to miss, a fact that many doctors hide from: we are normal, fallible people who happen to doctor for a job.  We are not special.  In fact, many of us are very insecure, wanting to feel the affirmation of people who get better, hearing the praise of those we help.  We want to cure disease, to save lives, to be the helping hand, the right person in the right place at the right time.

But chronic unsolvable disease stands square in our way.  You don’t get better, and it makes many of us frustrated, and it makes some of us mad at you.  We don’t want to face things we can’t fix because it shows our limits.  We want the miraculous, and you deny us that chance.

And since this is the perspective you have when you see doctors, your view of them is quite different.  You see us getting frustrated.  You see us when we feel like giving up.  When we take care of you, we have to leave behind the illusion of control, of power over disease.  We get angry, feel insecure, and want to move on to a patient who we can fix, save, or impress.  You are the rock that proves how easily the ship can be sunk.  So your view of doctors is quite different.

You scare doctors. No, I am not talking about the fear of disease, pain, or death. I am not talking about doctors being afraid of the limits of their knowledge. I am talking about your understanding of a fact that everyone else seems to miss, a fact that many doctors hide from: we are normal, fallible people who happen to doctor for a job. We are not special. In fact, many of us are very insecure, wanting to feel the affirmation of people who get better, hearing the praise of those we help. We want to cure disease, to save lives, to be the helping hand, the right person in the right place at the right time. But chronic unsolvable disease stands square in our way. You don’t get better, and it makes many of us frustrated, and it makes some of us mad at you. We don’t want to face things we can’t fix because it shows our limits. We want the miraculous, and you deny us that chance. And since this is the perspective you have when you see doctors, your view of them is quite different. You see us getting frustrated. You see us when we feel like giving up. When we take care of you, we have to leave behind the illusion of control, of power over disease. We get angry, feel insecure, and want to move on to a patient who we can fix, save, or impress. You are the rock that proves how easily the ship can be sunk. So your view of doctors is quite different.

Having been yelled at/dismissed/traumatised by a veritable shedload of doctors in the past, I think about this open letter/apology from a doctor to patients w/ chronic (including mental) illness a LOT.
Especially this bit:

web.archive.org/web/20240304...

20.02.2026 02:32 πŸ‘ 105 πŸ” 28 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 1
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Clarifying and answering some of your questions about #grok doxxing me. Thank you @noelleperdue.bsky.social and @404media.co for reporting this story. Stay safe, my friends, and FUCK GROK πŸ’š

20.02.2026 00:40 πŸ‘ 1746 πŸ” 448 πŸ’¬ 41 πŸ“Œ 36

Reminder that I knitted this.

15.02.2026 05:24 πŸ‘ 353 πŸ” 24 πŸ’¬ 24 πŸ“Œ 2

I've been saying for years that audiences CRAVE this.

Gen Z kids have starting doing reaction commentary videos to Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Star Trek: TNG.

It turns out people LIKE when TV shows are made like TV shows, rather than everything being written and filmed like a miniseries event.

02.02.2026 22:35 πŸ‘ 134 πŸ” 34 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 3

Still can't believe the latest Epstein Files release just casually confirmed the anti-SJW movement was planned by pedophiles.

"The entire reactionary anti-woke backlash was masterminded by child traffickers" is the kinda shit I'd say as hyperbolic agitprop, but it was true the whole time.

31.01.2026 15:33 πŸ‘ 10327 πŸ” 3820 πŸ’¬ 90 πŸ“Œ 121

don't mean to blow anyone's mind with this shocking insight but the direct line between epstein, 4chan, gamergate, tech bro fascists etc is misogyny. prolific rapists, guys who believe women have inferior intelligence, and guys who hate women for rejecting them all have something big in common!

31.01.2026 04:15 πŸ‘ 3551 πŸ” 1085 πŸ’¬ 16 πŸ“Œ 30

See, you read stuff like /pol/ launched after a meeting with Epstein and you start sounding like a conspiracy theorist. Then you start looking at things and realizing if a bunch of rich psychopaths could reverse engineer the terrible things in our brains the internet would like like ours. And well

31.01.2026 04:15 πŸ‘ 280 πŸ” 27 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0

Boris Nikolic, a guy who served as a chief tech advisor to Bill Gates, saying 4chan was ripe for manipulation in 2011, and just a few days after /pol/ went live is sending me to my breaking point, man.

31.01.2026 05:20 πŸ‘ 399 πŸ” 129 πŸ’¬ 8 πŸ“Œ 7

β€œ/pol/ was created after moot met with jeffrey epstein” is maybe the single most cursed true sentence I have ever had the displeasure of writing

31.01.2026 04:09 πŸ‘ 3570 πŸ” 744 πŸ’¬ 43 πŸ“Œ 77

Overall: 28% laid off in the last 2 years
US: 33%
Design/narrative: 20% in the last 12mo (most impacted discipline)

48% said they haven't found a new job, and the survey admits these numbers are likely an undercount.

Fun fact: the survey would boot you out if you'd been out of work >2 years.

29.01.2026 19:46 πŸ‘ 391 πŸ” 197 πŸ’¬ 6 πŸ“Œ 9

Someone said the menswear guy was "making stuff up for clout" and I think that's usually called "joking"

30.01.2026 02:03 πŸ‘ 136 πŸ” 4 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 0

Content creators should be hunted

30.01.2026 02:07 πŸ‘ 88 πŸ” 14 πŸ’¬ 6 πŸ“Œ 0

this upscrolled thing, coupled with endless media layoffs, has got me so bummed lately. the entire rightwing media ecosystem is propped up by an army of the world's richest men, and you're telling me there's not a single person who can toss a few mil at a few projects that might not actually suck?

30.01.2026 01:41 πŸ‘ 275 πŸ” 33 πŸ’¬ 8 πŸ“Œ 0
I'm angry.
I'm angry. YouTube video by Charalanahzard

Twitter is the world’s largest generator of CSAM & non-consensual porn by a margin of about 8000%, and somehow… MSM isn’t even reporting on it.

(also includes advice for reporting β€˜deepfake harassment’ to police if it escalates to a point where restraining order is necessary)

youtu.be/p71qQKmIGhQ

11.01.2026 07:07 πŸ‘ 3895 πŸ” 1247 πŸ’¬ 56 πŸ“Œ 71

Watching doc about resilience that reaffirms many changes I made last few years to my mental outlook (I read a LOT of brain books). Brains are hallucination engines. If the story is the world is shit, everything is fucked, brain reframes every interaction this way. It impacts behavior; shuts us down

11.01.2026 13:50 πŸ‘ 767 πŸ” 179 πŸ’¬ 7 πŸ“Œ 65

we should have a website where we rate game studio leads by how badly their toilet thoughts affect the reputation of their games

28.01.2026 05:54 πŸ‘ 585 πŸ” 53 πŸ’¬ 16 πŸ“Œ 2

Sometimes I think it'd be a good idea for CEOs to be scored, Metacritic-style, based on how others evaluate how they run a company. I like to imagine it would encourage more restraint. Their incompetence does real damage. You shouldn't have to suffer executives just because you want to be a gamedev.

28.01.2026 03:16 πŸ‘ 827 πŸ” 243 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 3
β€œBe kind, be involved, believe in your art,” he said. β€œAt a time when people tell you art is not important, that is always the prelude to fascism. When they tell you it doesn’t matter, when they tell you a fucking app can do art you say, if it’s that important, why the fuck do they want it so bad? The answer is because they think they can debase everything that makes us a little better, a little more human. And that, in my book, and in my life, includes monsters.”

β€œBe kind, be involved, believe in your art,” he said. β€œAt a time when people tell you art is not important, that is always the prelude to fascism. When they tell you it doesn’t matter, when they tell you a fucking app can do art you say, if it’s that important, why the fuck do they want it so bad? The answer is because they think they can debase everything that makes us a little better, a little more human. And that, in my book, and in my life, includes monsters.”

Love this from Guillermo del Toro

05.01.2026 02:16 πŸ‘ 19134 πŸ” 7522 πŸ’¬ 35 πŸ“Œ 76

A very long and important THREAD -

The real reason the US is invading Venezuela goes back to a deal Henry Kissinger made with Saudi Arabia in 1974.

And I'm going to explain why this is actually about the SURVIVAL of the US dollar itself.

Not drugs. Not terrorism. Not "democracy." 1/

04.01.2026 09:40 πŸ‘ 2393 πŸ” 1384 πŸ’¬ 92 πŸ“Œ 489

This poster is one of the best on here and I’m so sad we’re losing her because of the appalling harassment she has been subjected to. Of course she must look after herself. And the rest of us need to do whatever we can to challenge and change this cruel, sick, dangerous, culture.

04.01.2026 11:26 πŸ‘ 724 πŸ” 149 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 0
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European Alternatives We help you find European alternatives for digital service and products, like cloud services and SaaS products.

If youre looking for Google and Microsoft alternatives, check it:

european-alternatives.eu

I love that it highlights which ones are run purely on renewable energy.

03.01.2026 11:13 πŸ‘ 9 πŸ” 5 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
AI Pixel Art and how to detect them

AI Pixel Art and how to detect them

AI PIXEL ART AND HOW TO DETECT THEM

I have updated the link for the write-up and added more paragraphs with new findings. Please click the link to read it. Share it with your friends who also dislike AI!

Thanks to everyone who helped.

drive.google.com/file/d/1bxDm...

05.11.2025 01:39 πŸ‘ 890 πŸ” 477 πŸ’¬ 20 πŸ“Œ 13

Let's all be clear.

To all appearances, the United States has embarked on an illegal and unprovoked war of aggression and kidnapped a foreign leader, all without Congressional authorization but using fabricated justifications that contradict the prior analysis of its intelligence agencies.

03.01.2026 11:04 πŸ‘ 48 πŸ” 9 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

In an 1829 letter, Simon BolΓ­var (VZ’ George Washington) wrote:

β€œThe United States appear to be destined by Providence to plague America with misery in the name of liberty.”

03.01.2026 10:27 πŸ‘ 635 πŸ” 95 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 3

Stop saying β€œinevitable” when what you mean is β€œnon-consensual.”

Tell me why tech bros say AI is inevitable the same way rapists say β€œshe wanted it.”

It’s not inevitable, it’s being forced onto us without our consent.

21.12.2025 23:28 πŸ‘ 70 πŸ” 15 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 1

If nobody holds Elon Musk accountable for distributing CSAM, then all the reporting is just an advertisement.

Is that something people are just fine with? If YOU can outwit this machine, do you really feel comfortable with the worst person you know having access to it?

02.01.2026 19:47 πŸ‘ 31 πŸ” 9 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 1

This is why I’m open about the fact that I’ve cancelled my CrunchyRoll subscription. If they’re not putting that money towards their talent or improving the quality of their service, then ethically I cannot see the purpose in continuing to give them money

02.01.2026 03:47 πŸ‘ 618 πŸ” 156 πŸ’¬ 10 πŸ“Œ 0

THIS

02.01.2026 12:31 πŸ‘ 81 πŸ” 5 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

call me crazy but it really feels like β€œWorld’s Richest Man Creates AI Chatbot That Generates Child Porn” would’ve been a huge international outrage requiring a governmental crackdown not even 24 months ago

02.01.2026 07:06 πŸ‘ 9162 πŸ” 2520 πŸ’¬ 68 πŸ“Œ 78
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viviπŸͺ„
#FF9

28.12.2025 22:23 πŸ‘ 341 πŸ” 148 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0