if there’s one thing i’ve done far too much in the past, it’s fail to stick up for myself and stand for what i think is right. its just in my nature to protect my relationships and please others but it leads to me never putting myself first
i wish i could do literally anything to solve the problems the people i love and i are going through but shit just keeps getting worse and i'm like *done* done with everything
:D
singlehandedly
tfw realizing how much i have permanently changed my friend group in a negative sense #Lol
i wonder, i wonder
i'm sorry for so much
i love you guys too. there's just things that are heavily holding me back and they aren't things i can really do anything about to my knowledge. nor would i want it to become relevant again.
right.. that's what those intrusive questions i ask myself are, if it's worth it to make myself suffer even more if it means i won't be the cause of pain in someone i love again and i just. hhdfghbhbhh too much has happened over the last couple months and i feel completely lost
i'm not saying exactly like it used to be, i guess what i'm saying is seeing things really happy and warm again, as it once was before
i know i would be, just.. i'm so tired of hurting people i care about, hurting others in general, hurting myself, it makes me constantly question if the sacrifice is worth making just to prevent myself from hurting anyone
there's been a lot of things that've kept me at bay, for the past few months my head has just been a complete mess and i really don't know if it'll ever be like it used to be
i dont know anymore
so often i think about just going mute and never saying anything ever again
id wear it for the bit
oh my god my husband is so pretty im going to die
The Power Button is Called That Cause Pressing it Gives You a Power Star, Trust Me
After over a year since I last drew him, I wanted to try my hand at redesigning my Oldsei design! A tad bit of a misnomer considering he's in his mid-twenties..
#Ralsei #Deltarune
my god i love my husband and wife
FEELIN’ HOT, HOT, HOT
After nearly a month after I had made it, I’m finally posting a school assignment I had completed using my dangerously developing fixation as the subject!
#TheRoaringKnight #Deltarune #Painting
goodness, i’m so sorry 🫂
you ever get the feeling that something really bad is about to happen
i’m so sorry angle i could imagine how devastating it is..
what the hell is WRONG with me
i'm sorry
i am so fucking tired
ive hardly joined vcs in my friend group (havent in like. months) and i feel so fucking bad about it but there are two reasons why
one of them is because ive had other things making me busy
the other is more personal and not good
all good things come to an end
