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have you lost some weight? you okay?

he left bloody fingerprints on the rock， but there was something satisfying about that. i was here. i exist. i'm alive， because i bleed.

once， you gave me light， you gave me warmth. all of the warm blood racing through my heart is because of you. without you， i would not have made it to today.

i deserve your hatred... i don't mind if you hate me.

this hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no one else can fit it. why would i want them to?

you， my love， are all over my blood.

i exist， that is all， and i find it nauseating.

i open up my heart and stick my fingers in， but you will never want what i have to give.

i love him. i loved him. and now i'll never see him again.

do you want to... kill them all? the me right now... probably wouldn't feel anything.

it's december and the weather has gotten a little colder. come into my arms and let us search our bodies for scars， scars that we might have given each other. i love you.

he left bloody fingerprints on the rock， but there was something satisfying about that. i was here. i exist. i'm alive， because i bleed.

my sadness is not a cut for you to bandage and it is not a bruise for you to kiss. i am not waiting for you to save me， i am hoping you will love me while i rescue myself.

i still don't know how to love someone without swallowing them.

all my life my heart has yearned for a thing i cannot name.

you're going to regret destroying your family， dad.

while i can't have you， i long for you. i would miss a train to meet you for coffee. i'd take a taxi across town to see you for ten minutes. i'd wait outside all night if i thought you would open the door in the morning.

i prayed for you on nights i didn't even pray for myself.

his eyes are the darkest i've ever seen. his smile is wide and deadly. his fingers yearn for touch， affection， but his skin is lethal. a boy who goes by the name of death but not by choice; i guess death has a broken heart.

you will never let go， you will never be satiated. you will be damaged and scarred， you will continue to hunger.

we failed，it was my fault too，my fault everyone died. living after that? it hurts too much.

there is love in me the likes of which you've never seen. there is rage in me the likes of which should never escape. if i am not satisfied in the one， i will indulge the other.

i feel like i spent my entire life loving her.

when the morning will come and i will begin to remember you will be gone， even if it will be painful， i will go on and walk along the path that i’ve chosen for myself towards the stars of the future i awoke into.

you can love a monster， it can even love you back， but that doesn't change its nature.

everything is scary. everything is my fault.

stay is a sensitive word. we wear who stayed and who left in our skin forever.

and i've tried having faith， but i'll rot like a dog， because i've always been scared of loving someone just a little bit more than i'm loved.

i'm sorry that on that day， the day you were shut out and left to die， no one was there to lift you up in their arms the way you lifted others into yours.

you have ripped away from me what i loved most.