This is so painfully Alyss and Leliana and I can't get over it.
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This is so painfully Alyss and Leliana and I can't get over it.
There has been a couple of instances when she was younger and more trusting where in hindsight Alyss realized she might have been taken advantage of, though she didn't as it was happening. It wouldn't happen quite so easily anymore, because she wouldn't just trust anyone like that.
reason she finds so much humor in learning *that guy* was Fen'Harel.
2) While she is mostly neutral, she does not forget that he is directly responsible for the Conclave and nearly putting Corypheus in power.
3) That fucker better be gone by the time she learns how the blight was created.
1) In my worldstate while Alyss isn't that connected to the old elven ways... Adaia did tell her stories and Adaia was... a sympathizer of the Dread Wolf so to speak. Fang and its origins would be one of the nicer conversations I plan for her and Solas to have in the DAI era, but this is the main๐
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It absolutely applies here. And it goes both ways too because as soon as they get together Marjolaine pops her fucken head out of the woodwork.
Even I would have picked up on that dude. ๐
She's got real wounded puppy energy about this. But I think at this point it's like... pretty open between them what the deal is and Leliana is just being patient with her. Which, bless her, actually works. lol
Oh I think that's also definitely true. I just don't particularly connect that line to that. But that might also be because that's a very common sentiment when an abuser dies. Does feeling a certain way about it make me a bad person, etc.
โI never thought about love that way. It wasnโt a part of my reality,โ Alyss admitted. โPrick your fingers on the pretty glass one too many times and you learn to stop reaching for anything.โ โThatโs...โ Leliana sighed and fell silent. Alyss waited for her to finish her thought, and when she didnโt, looked down to find the bard watching her intently, her expression almost mournful. โNow youโre looking at me like Iโm the sad tale,โ Alyss pointed out. โKind of disconcerting.โ โIโm sorry, I donโt want you to feel pitied, thatโs not my intention. I just...โ She sighed once again, hesitant, as if unsure whether she might be pushing something much too far. โYou deserve to hope, Alyss.โ โSome lessons are much too harsh to just unlearn like that, Songbird. But...โ Alyss breathed out, and it felt much too close to a sob for her liking. That feeling in her chest only grew heavier with her every attempt to push it down. And she wondered how much longer before it began to feel like drowning. Whichever the answer, sheโd already admitted to more than she could handle tonight. โSometimes I think Iโd like to"
she doesn't think she knows *how* to do that.
Eventually being the stargazing scene where they talk about Alindra... Which is gonna happen at some point going in or out of Redcliffe, I haven't placed it exactly yet.
She realizes it real soon. I think at the latest it's gonna be in uthenera. This arc is very crucial in a lot of ways and this is definitely one. The problem then becomes... she just doesn't want to confront it, or admit to it, or accept it, and eventually she does at least admit to Leliana that
They're being real cute so far but Leliana is gonna see Alyss at arguably her most vitriolic and angry by the end of this arc and it's not gonna be happy fun times then. :/
I'll be honest I didn't envision Leliana falling first to be the dynamic right when I started, but I think it's become a case of Alyss does and says all the right things she just doesn't quite realize it. So in her head it's like "no why would she even like me lol there is no reason".
Imagining the Caretaker angrily coming in with a broom after everyone leaves now.
She is in violent denial and I just want to shake her.
Alyss: "It doesn't matter if I'm catching feelings because there's no way it would ever happen anyway*
Leliana: *aggressively flirting, practically invites herself to meet the family, dotes on her constantly*
Alyss: "Not gonna happen." ๐
Jamie is so traumatized after Adamant that a decade later she still can't bring herself to go through an eluvian even to go home and this motherfucker trapped her SON in a fade prison on top of what he already did to her best friend. If she'd been there she would have killed him veil be damned.
Never forget:
I can firmly say that it doesn't matter how any of these three feel about Solas as a person because none of them will ever be capable of forgiving what he did to Varric.
If for some reason he's ever able to get out of the fade Jamie will be on his throat instantly and part of her hopes he will.
Alyss literally was just joking to reassure her without thinking about the implications, Leliana is like gladly flirting back at this point, and Alyss is so fucking stupid I don't think she caught on to the fact Leliana expressed *wanting* to get her out of her armor. She needs help. ๐
Jamie feels that that fucker better never pop out of the fade again.
Irena has conflicting feelings. She considered him a good friend.. She both sympathized with and trusted him. Generally just sad about it.
Clay tries to redeem him for Varric, but really didn't want to. Hates that fucker forever.
Alyss meets him in Skyhold, thinks he's both an asshole and full of shit but lowkey likes to argue with him. Is a bit amused to learn he was the Dread Wolf after Trespasser but not her circus or her wife's anymore. Would punch him into the fade if she didn't have better shit to do with her time. ๐
feeling of catharsis or relief to be rid of her abuser as "taking joy" or "taking pleasure" in her death just because that's something she already fears about herself.
I don't interpret her saying "that's what she would do" as her saying Marjolaine would rejoice in her death *specifically*, just that this is the type of person she was. That she would take joy in hurting someone who wronged her in general. But I also think she's painting what's maybe just a
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Cannot stress enough how much she thinks she's normal about Leliana and how ABUDANTLY OBVIOUS it is that she is, in fact, not fucking normal about Leliana. ๐
"How are you feeling?" "Hm?" Alyss turned to find Leliana watching her curiously, a tinge of concern still in her expression. "Potion did its job," Alyss replied. As the concern continued to linger, she smirked and teased. "I know you showed me yours, but I'm not gonna be getting out of my chestpiece right now, you'll have to take my word for it." Leliana chuckled softly at the jest. "I'll have to ask Morrigan how she managed, then, no?" "She threatened to sedate me," Alyss admitted, matter-of-factly. "But I can tell you right now that won't work twice." Leliana smiled, soft and amused. "Far from me to ever want to threaten you out of your armor."
Alyss, babygirl, why are we even bringing up taking off your chestpiece right now if you don't wanna flirt, there is no platonic excuse for this behavior. ๐