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Artist. queerness, horror, our bodies, love through comics, photography, tattoos. she/her/it You can find my store at doodle.gay

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Was around for all of this and will always vouch for the kindness and mutual caring I have seen from both Lilith and Agony, both for each other and others. It's disappointing, though sadly not surprising, to see weird parasocial speculations once again spread about them. Exhausting and pathetic.

10.03.2026 12:17 πŸ‘ 67 πŸ” 4 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 0
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Support D-7th | Thorn Delarosa-Hawthorne Support D-7th | Thorn Delarosa-Hawthorne

my birthday is next week and we’re extremely close to the multi-purpose fundraising goal to fix my jacked up housing/transportation situation

ko-fi.com/d7th/goal?g=82

10.03.2026 07:47 πŸ‘ 40 πŸ” 47 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

please stop spreading false rumors about me πŸ’”

10.03.2026 03:53 πŸ‘ 1361 πŸ” 166 πŸ’¬ 29 πŸ“Œ 0
I'm so disappointed in our community that I have to post this, but just heard there's a nasty rumor going around about my bextie Lili claiming that she "convinced a girl to quit her job", obviously referring to me ; this is Not True.

Lilith and I were in a deeply trusting relationship for several years, and when my old job was giving me daily anxiety attacks on top of being extremely unfulfilling, Lilith lovingly encouraged me to quit for my own well-being and pursue my passions as an artist, and assured me she would support me through the process and aftermath, which she very much did, with great care and patience and kindness. (This was almost 3 years ago btw)

Quitting that job was a decision I ultimately came to on my own, with support from my partners and my friends, one I am grateful for every day that I get to live off my art as a career, and a decision I was extremely vindicated in making when an HR whistleblower let me know that there was substantial transphobia directed towards me and my colleagues directly making my job more stressful in a successful attempt to push me out. If anything, Lilith rescued me from a hostile workplace.

We had a complicated relationship, and a sad breakup (over a year ago now), but we have never been cruel or uncaring towards one another and we continue to love each other very much and we are really, really great friends who are always there for each other. She is so wonderful and silly and sweet and I do not want anyone to think she mistreated me or manipulated me or god forbid abused me. 

We are grown adults who make our own decisions using our heads and hearts; despite whatever reason you don't like her, or violated my trust if I confided in you, there is no justification for talking shit behind her back, or insulting me in the process by implying I didn't have agency in that very good decision. Lilith is not responsible for my struggles, and I wouldn't do anything different. (alt text limit ran out but basically: be nice)

I'm so disappointed in our community that I have to post this, but just heard there's a nasty rumor going around about my bextie Lili claiming that she "convinced a girl to quit her job", obviously referring to me ; this is Not True. Lilith and I were in a deeply trusting relationship for several years, and when my old job was giving me daily anxiety attacks on top of being extremely unfulfilling, Lilith lovingly encouraged me to quit for my own well-being and pursue my passions as an artist, and assured me she would support me through the process and aftermath, which she very much did, with great care and patience and kindness. (This was almost 3 years ago btw) Quitting that job was a decision I ultimately came to on my own, with support from my partners and my friends, one I am grateful for every day that I get to live off my art as a career, and a decision I was extremely vindicated in making when an HR whistleblower let me know that there was substantial transphobia directed towards me and my colleagues directly making my job more stressful in a successful attempt to push me out. If anything, Lilith rescued me from a hostile workplace. We had a complicated relationship, and a sad breakup (over a year ago now), but we have never been cruel or uncaring towards one another and we continue to love each other very much and we are really, really great friends who are always there for each other. She is so wonderful and silly and sweet and I do not want anyone to think she mistreated me or manipulated me or god forbid abused me. We are grown adults who make our own decisions using our heads and hearts; despite whatever reason you don't like her, or violated my trust if I confided in you, there is no justification for talking shit behind her back, or insulting me in the process by implying I didn't have agency in that very good decision. Lilith is not responsible for my struggles, and I wouldn't do anything different. (alt text limit ran out but basically: be nice)

I love having to air out my private business with @b0tster.yeag.gay to feed the transexual rumor mill

10.03.2026 03:49 πŸ‘ 606 πŸ” 50 πŸ’¬ 19 πŸ“Œ 5
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The video!

09.03.2026 23:29 πŸ‘ 114 πŸ” 13 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 1

Things are hectic but this cute puppy video is giving me so much energy lately

09.03.2026 23:28 πŸ‘ 52 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
A puppy sees the viewer from across the room, an exclamation point above its head

A puppy sees the viewer from across the room, an exclamation point above its head

The puppy runs over shouting hey hey hey

The puppy runs over shouting hey hey hey

The puppy howls hey you cutie!

The puppy howls hey you cutie!

The puppy smiles with a little heart in a bubble

The puppy smiles with a little heart in a bubble

09.03.2026 23:27 πŸ‘ 237 πŸ” 40 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 1
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CYBERMIDRIFF

09.03.2026 16:28 πŸ‘ 2955 πŸ” 582 πŸ’¬ 12 πŸ“Œ 6
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πŸΊπŸ”—~

07.03.2026 18:41 πŸ‘ 4166 πŸ” 1046 πŸ’¬ 24 πŸ“Œ 10
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hey I'm boosting my Kofi again cuz I possibly need help with groceries and a few other things! I will definitely be opening comm$ this week too as I wanna work for my money but right now I need to rest my hands from drawing all week and last night! anything helps!!!
ko-fi.com/salembunner445

09.03.2026 13:28 πŸ‘ 226 πŸ” 207 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

This is so fucking good, genuinely favorite version of the song

08.03.2026 21:00 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Skinny Love (Bon Iver Cover)
Skinny Love (Bon Iver Cover) YouTube video by Jacqueline Clyde

This is ancient but (old hair, old apt) but I found it and finally uploaded it

08.03.2026 16:12 πŸ‘ 27 πŸ” 6 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 0
a black and white typography edit that reads "i am making permanent choices because i want permanent changes." the text is in all caps and is printed over a opened case of tools. the image is textured with very small halftone dots

a black and white typography edit that reads "i am making permanent choices because i want permanent changes." the text is in all caps and is printed over a opened case of tools. the image is textured with very small halftone dots

i ❣️ bodily autonomy

01.03.2026 21:23 πŸ‘ 6916 πŸ” 1890 πŸ’¬ 15 πŸ“Œ 18

🧑πŸ”₯ tyyy, it's on a post it lol

06.03.2026 03:17 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

🧑 tysm

06.03.2026 03:17 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Never played that one! Always meant to check it out

06.03.2026 03:16 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

🧑πŸ₯° tyyy

06.03.2026 03:16 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I really appreciate that tysm 🧑

06.03.2026 03:16 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

For fucking real

06.03.2026 03:15 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

yeaghhh

06.03.2026 03:15 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

You the sweetest bun tyyy, need to make you more

06.03.2026 03:15 πŸ‘ 35 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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rat

04.03.2026 22:02 πŸ‘ 386 πŸ” 96 πŸ’¬ 9 πŸ“Œ 0
Bunny girl whose hand is shaking covered in spikes and gritting teeth

Bunny girl whose hand is shaking covered in spikes and gritting teeth

stress

05.03.2026 00:41 πŸ‘ 1553 πŸ” 270 πŸ’¬ 18 πŸ“Œ 1

Bugs got it in one. Star of my favourite all-time Standard deck, excellent story, and she even got art from my favourite artist (though I wish that art got more space to breathe). Honourable mention to my goth queen.

04.03.2026 17:32 πŸ‘ 19 πŸ” 3 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

This continues to be painfully true

04.03.2026 15:14 πŸ‘ 2431 πŸ” 929 πŸ’¬ 21 πŸ“Œ 3

Ohhhh

03.03.2026 00:05 πŸ‘ 3005 πŸ” 1152 πŸ’¬ 48 πŸ“Œ 168

this is probably related to the fact that the majority of americans read at a 6th grade level and are statistically unable to understand subtext.

in other words, this is the country where Twitter was invented

03.03.2026 18:32 πŸ‘ 134 πŸ” 26 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 1

Every time I try to do something with my steam deck it is again a frustrating useless hunk of shit and I only end up setting it back down somewhere after hours of frustration thinking oh right that is why I never use that. Tbf never just trying to play steam games on it sooooooooo. BUT STILL.

03.03.2026 04:10 πŸ‘ 54 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 0