Stop myalgic encephalomyelitis I wanna get off: coping with a crash (or trying to)
New year new wut?
Greetings from the inflammatory wasteland of the ME crashβa dreamscape that is both vast and claustrophobic, where space and time invert and distort, where sudden and confounding symptoms split the sky like lightning, shake the earth like grinding tectonic plates.
open.substack.com/pub/thisisra...
03.01.2026 21:11
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The unbearable lightness of moving the microwave: radical acceptance is a moving target
Navigating the strange terrain of an evolving baseline (with gratitude to low-dose rapamycin)
"As I explore the landscape of my new baseline I find myself living in the friction of intense desire and unwanted limits, tentative action and skeptical amazement, frustration and delight, anger and gratitude."
thisisrachel.substack.com/p/the-unbear... #chronicillness #longcovid #mecfs
08.08.2025 15:22
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The day the earth stood still
Grief brings us into intimacy with the unthinkable, and also offers us greater access to the sublime.
"It is everyoneβs responsibility to care for the most vulnerable among usβnot because of some abstract principle, but because that is what resistance to a politic of fascist eugenics looks like."
A new writing on the practice of presence and the metabolism of grief.
substack.com/home/post/p-...
21.07.2025 12:31
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Hey, I'm the author of this essay--just wanted to stop by and say thanks for reposting. Love and solidarity.
12.07.2025 22:06
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I'm the author of this essay--thank you for sharing! One of the most difficult parts of chronic illness, and living a COVID-competent lifestyle, is the isolation. The more we can connect and tell our stories, the more we can step out into the light and shift norms, the more powerful we are.
12.07.2025 22:01
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Why do leaf blowers sound so aggressively angry to me? Definitely the chest-pounding alpha douchebags of the garden shed.
07.07.2025 13:29
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Roses are red
chronic illness sucks
I'm reaching the point
where I give ZERO F***S
14.02.2025 20:26
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Thanks for the update <3
04.02.2025 22:31
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attn: everyone who says "why don't Americans take to the streets?"
03.02.2025 00:37
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Dean Spadeβs Mutual Aid offering hope and solidarity this Caturday.
01.02.2025 18:54
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MEOW.
31.01.2025 19:49
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Handsome girl.
31.01.2025 12:45
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Whatβs keeping yβall going in these self-satirizing, trauma-bombing, fash-forward times? Iβm cooking, imperfectly practicing rest, rereading Emergent Strategy, speculating about utopia with friends, clumsily building community, lying in sunbeams with the cat, and following AOC on social media.
30.01.2025 16:02
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Itβs important to know that a lot of productive activity is happening in person and offline, too.
Not all of it can be broadcast online, but weβve had hundreds of people showing up to our trainings, mobilizations, and more.
Keep going. Tyranny is eroded by a sea of small acts. Everything matters.
30.01.2025 04:03
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Dissociated cutie!
28.01.2025 19:21
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So cool!
23.01.2025 16:59
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Thank you, very helpful!
19.01.2025 02:55
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Thank yooooou for the BlueSky orientation kit!!
18.01.2025 15:25
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Neato!! Thanks!
18.01.2025 00:30
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I didnβt really Twitter even before it was taken over by supervillains, but Iβm willing to give this a try! Greetings, friend!
17.01.2025 23:50
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Would love to hear othersβ opinions, experiences, and thoughts.
17.01.2025 15:37
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Or are you kind of a different social media animal with different qualities that doesnβt really fill the needs that icky icky Meta still, somehow, kinda fillsβfor connecting with other chronically ill folks, for keeping in touch with acquaintances who I value but am not close with.
17.01.2025 15:36
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Hello, BlueSky! Tell me about you. Meta has all the qualities of a is a lurching, flesh-eating Romero zombie and I want to leave. Soβ¦Is anyone here? Is this a viable alternative to the ick of Facebook and Instagram? (1 of 2)
17.01.2025 15:35
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Welcome | NIWRC
Impermanence means that the future is unknowable.
Emptiness means that we're always in good company.
Life as I know it may come to a screeching end tomorrow, and also it may not.
A resource for reparations today (and other days): The National Indigenous Womenβs Resource Center:
www.niwrc.org
28.11.2024 18:32
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Everyone is talking about Parable of the Sower but I keep thinking of Kindred, Dana jerked backward and forward through time, looking back at herself across the impossible chasm of centuries, weighing incalculable harm from telescoping perspectives of past and future.
21.11.2024 14:36
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βI bear the wounds of all the battles I avoided.β ~ Fernando Pessoa (from The Book of Disquiet).
Maybe the guiding principle for the next four years in the US is to view the present through the eyes of a hypothetical future. How will we want to have behaved in these times?
21.11.2024 14:35
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