This song has been running through my head hourly since i found out about it 3 days ago lol
youtu.be/SEkmoMGa2qA?...
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This song has been running through my head hourly since i found out about it 3 days ago lol
youtu.be/SEkmoMGa2qA?...
This game is stupid
HYDRATERS, WHERE YOU AT!?!?
LET'S GET THIS FUCKIN' PLACE HUMIIIIIIIID!!!!!!!!
#TLT
TOUCH ME, MIDAS
MAKE ME PART OF YOUR DESIGN
NONE TO
GUIDE US
I FEEL FEAR FOR THE VERY LAST TIME
Bitches (me) be like "oooouuuugh my life is so bad it sucks" while simultaneously getting to experience the immense joy that is revisiting a childhood game through a busted old 10" crt from when i was literally like 6 or something. Im having such a good time rn
youtu.be/jrldXNpoaac?...
Especially this part holy FUCK
Holy shit Meltdown is such a good song
Wasup, today was a good day. I feel like i should also make a post ehen i've had a good day to counter all my bitching and moaning. We basically worked on a site that was LOOKING to be bad, but ended up being really good and fun, AND my work day tomorroe is gonna be really easy:]
Illustration of a fluffy black cat lying on green grass with small flowers under a blue textured sky. The cat looks tired and the text says: βI would like some spring, please.β
The world owes me so fuck you
Oh one last thing, i did go thru some personal shit recently, and i think some of this anxiety has to do with how much i hated my old job? So i might still be reflexively reacting to that feeling. I just wanna get used to it and be over it
Pass out. Thank you for reading if you did
Am at or past the point i should get this checked out, cause this has been happening since like late october. And i feel like it happens every year. It goes away from spring to early fall but just augh idk. Thank god daylight savings is next weekend. Im gonna watch scaled mario kart wii videos and
Cooperating. I can't get it to not be anxious. I can tell myself a million times over "you like being at work. Tomorrow will be a good day. Im genuinely not even lying to you lol", and then i'll go and have a good day, and my body will still be anxious. I just don't fucking get it. I feel like i
Day today! But as soon as the sun goes down and the evening hits, its like this big depression cloud washes over me. I genuinely dont get it. I feel so clear in how i describe it, and how i can pinpoint it down to the exact areas im clawing at to better myself with, but it's like my body's not
I love going to bed, i love being at work. I just dont fucking like waking up i guess? I dunno. My life would definitely be better if i wasn't anxious every sunday. Like it would be awesome to have a nice weekend, and then have a nice evening, and then go to bed-WHICH I FUCKING DID! i had a great
The really dumb part about it is that every time i feel like this, i go to work on monday and have a great day. Like i have definitely had shitty days, but the shittiness of those days does not warrant this guttural fear i have of getting up for work. Idk even if it is a fear for work, it's like
My life would be so fucking badass if I could just be excited to wake up on weekdays. It's weird to me because I like my job. I like the amount of effort it takes, my coworkers are great, my boss is super nice, it's a dream job. But here i am, once again on a sunday not wanting to go to bed.
It's so annoying
It's so illogical. I can't let myself rest, but I drag my heels any time I think about doing work art or art art outside of my typical art time. I love naps, but i end up doing other stuff and staying awake instead of resting. I need to rest more to be more productive and feel more fulfilled.
The time after I'm done streaming. Like tonight, I played video games with friends and when I was done it was 2am, it is now 4am and im a little >:/ that I didn't spend those 2 hours working on art or working on comms, after my nearly 10h work day, and running errands after work, and doing housework
Okay, i already know the answer is "Luka, you fucking moron that time is for REST. you are RESTING." BUT I still don't like that I'm not utilizing my time more. I feel like i'm maximizing my energy, but i can't seem to whittle down how long I take to decompress after work, and how i just waste-
Lay back and dive
Doodle of Captain 3 (And Agent 8) #Splatoon
I fucking love snake boy, but i need to listen to his newer music lol
Im sick and tired of waiting...
Im sick and tired of waiting by the phone...
OH MY GOD BECKY LOOK AT HER BUTT
WRISTS ON ICE WITH THE 40S TAPED UP
GOT A HEAD FULL OF DREAMS AND A HEART FULL OF LOVE
BUT I NEVER MADE THE MONEY SO NOBODY GAVE A FUCK
Holy shit signalis is waaay better than I thought it'd be. I love the first session I played of it
Punk rock is a rough and at times cruel music. It is not nice. In punk rock
N I C E G U Y S F I N I S H L A S T
*DUGUGUGUGUGUGUGUG*-
I really would like to animate Agnes Tachyon in the Touch Tone Telephone fan mv
Just sucks that the mv is about a conspiracy theoriest and not a scientist
youtu.be/1QCeS1XRqis?...
Damn Bocchi's bday was yesterday and I missed it :[