Lately my brain has been on its “here’s another day-ruining thought to consider” bullshit more than usual, and I’d love to know if we’ve found a way to automagically end intrusive thoughts yet
This chart also applies to writing fiction, FYI.
I don’t disagree with the criticisms of “sapiosexual,” but there has got to be a word for those of us who will never know love because we 1) are only attracted to people who clear an intellectual/competency kink threshold, but 2) live in the United States of America
I had it perfectly fixed. Then the obnoxious construction next door knocked something into the same part I just disassembled and replaced. Now if I try using it, the wheel grinds in a way that feels like a fire hazard
--and my favorite: "they sacrificed their country for a tiny minority of transes and people we're genociding overseas :/" and I just... people. Do you think. Do you have thoughts. When did the thoughts stop happening to you. And how, pray fucking tell, do we get them back
Why any algorithm thinks I'd be interested in forever-harris dems is beyond me. I have seen the same talking points trotted out ad nauseum with increasingly self-unaware justifications, and now we're down to "well leftists are smug," "well there are lots of genocides, why was THIS one important"--
Without constant debilitating pain to distract me, I have become increasingly aware of how I look 100% feminine despite nine years of testosterone and, as such, am increasingly bitter about it
Transphobia is an astroturfed moral panic invented from whole cloth by people on the Epstein list
It Only Tuesday
It Only Tuesday https://theonion.com/it-only-tuesday-1819569397/
Thankfully I was able to fix it because oh my lord that was not fun. I will n o t be walking anywhere by choice
A reminder to fic writers that if you think it’s too late to update something, it isn’t. I follow a years-old fic that is updated maybe once every harvest moon after having no expectations it would be finished and I am thrilled every time I see it
My scooter, whose tire I just replaced, to me on my way out the door this morning
It’s all fun and games until the atmospheric pressure changes and one side of your face blows up
So… all this time (~1+) my SSRI was inhibiting dopamine signaling in my brain and creating severe executive dysfunction that could not be overcome through any other means but chemical. I got SNRIs. I also got Wellbutrin and I love her.
My mother listening to me describe executive dysfunction and saying “yeah, I’ve felt that way before” is up there with “what do you mean OCD has racing and intrusive thoughts? I have those all the time”
"That drug shouldn't cause that side effect" ... and I probably shouldn't have had serotonin syndrome or had euglycemic DKA on Jardiance. And Yet,
So this turned out to be a much bigger issue than expected
So… what do we think the chances are of CSP 5.0 fixing the one CPU core bottleneck and/or using GPU acceleration
(I am begging. I am pleading. Please god let me have this one thing)
so I'm just finding out that high SSRI doses can dampen dopamine signaling
Someone please tell me why, despite 200 mg of Zoloft and ~35 mg adderall daily, I still feel like a slug whose only interest is rotting
To be clear, I don't think it's at all likely that a neuroendocrine tumor is involved, but I was amused by the way he took "concerning symptoms" to mean "will my menstruation hurt me" and not "so what freak process is my body up to now and are we sure it doesn't kill"
I messaged my endocrine last night knowing there was a 99% chance there’s nothing to be done regarding my ovaries, but I always ask in case I’ve crossed over into ~concerning~ symptoms. He told me my period is harmless, which is adorable. I was thinking neuroendocrine tumor
LRT (last… repost? LRP?) is me right now. pleasantly intoxicated. unbothered. drank out of a gusu lan cup. not in the arms of my soulmate, granted, but I’m a realist and I’ll take what I can get
A very drunk teenage Lan Wangji is guided to lie down on Wei Wuxian's bed with the intent of having Wangji sleep off the alcohol.
#CQL #TheUntamed
#LanWangji / #LanZhan
#WeiWuxian / #WeiYing
I’m already on my way ready to fuck up somebody else’s malfunctioning trigeminal nerve
I’m glad you got the referral, at least! Hopefully whatever it is, it’s easily found and treated, because nobody needs that nonsense in their life
illustration of teenagers wei wuxian and lan wangji from mo dao zu shi. wei wuxian is climbing through an open window in to the library pavilion in the cloud recesses. in his mouth he is holding a letter with a heart shaped wax melt and a peony. lan wangji is holding wei wuxian's hand as he climbs through the window, he is blushing.
happy birthday lan wangji 🌸💌
#MDZS #Wangxian #蓝忘机0123生日快乐
Lan Zhan and Wei Ying sitting on the ground in the cloud recess' forest surrounded by 3 bunnies: (on the right) a white bunny looking away from the couple grumpily blushing, bottom left a black and white bunny eating Lan Zhan's birthday cake, and the third black bunny is leaned on Lan Zhan's thigh looking up at the couple shocked. Lan Zhan is sitting cross legged; leaned back against Wei Ying who is pushed against his back with his head on Lan Zhan's shoulder. Wei Ying is looking over at Lan Zhan winking with a mischievous grin. He has one hand placed on the side of Lan Zhan's neck and the other placed on Lan Zhan's inner thigh. Lan Zhan is looking back at him blushing and a hand on Wei Ying's outter thigh.
Happy birthday to lovely Lan Zhan~!🐰🎂💙 #LanWangji #LanZhan #MDZS #Wangxian #蓝忘机0123生日快乐 #蓝湛0123生日快乐 #含光君0123生日快乐
#TarlaPBunnies
Lwj got smashed because je thought that wwx was dating another person.
Wwx didn't even know that lwj was in the same bar, he just saw him and went to say hi. Really surprised that he looked so gone. He tried to wake him up and when he does, lwj says:
I’m late to seeing this, but. Bro. If a migraine lasts for greater than three days and you’re able, go to urgent care for status migrainosus/a migraine cocktail. If the pain is way more severe than usual, I’d ask for a CT scan. 😫
