VtM - Blood Doll Audio Drama

Oh yeah I finished the first draft of Episode 13 on Thursday (the 5th).
The actors who've read it say it's good.
I have to trust their judgment.

#vtm #blooddoll

Hi @jacobburgess.bsky.social ! Inspired by your "Not a Drop to Drink" series from @loadingreadyrun.com , my troupe of trans actors and I made a 12-hour fully-scripted (not an actual play) audio drama called "Vampire: The Masquerade: Blood Doll".

Thx for inspiring us!

Available at: blooddollpod.com

Two pages absolutely covered in my atrocious pen scribblings. Both sides of each pages are solidly covered. This is from Episode 7 of Vampire: The Masquerade: Blood Doll.

My #writing process for my audio dramas - handwrite everything in a notebook and then transcribe it to LibreOffice.

Only the worthy can read my scribblings.

As I mentioned to my co-panelists at AuFiCon, Blood Doll is adult like a Paul Thomas Anderson film, not like Debbie Does Dallas.

Anyhow, that's my rant. Go listen to an unabashedly queer show at: blooddollpod.com

#sex #adult #trans #queer #writing #sexpositivity

Like most work I write, such as Supervillainz, I'm looking to challenge, while presenting writing about the ordinary world I live in. T4T is all around me, especially in Seattle. As always, I want to inspire *more* of this. I want more sex in my audio dramas in an adult manner, not to be risque.

... sex as just another thing people do in their lives. Yes, many listeners will find it out there and kinda in your face, but not necessarily as much as Game of Thrones or Heated Rivalry. My question to my listeners is, why are you uncomfortable about queer sex in your fucking vampire audio drama?

*And* I included sex like this because I haven't seen intimacy expressed like this in most audio drama. There's sure a lot of porn audio drama and a lot of ace or cis/straight audio drama, but I haven't found anything that treats sex between characters like getting coffee or moving furniture.

Second, I wanted to show queer / trans sex as a part of people's lives in a non-porn setting. I wanted sex to be a way to show intimacy with a character's lover, to make the listener understand the closeness between the characters and to be complicit in that closeness by enjoying their sex together.

First off, I have sex in Blood Doll for a very selfish reason - all my previous released shows didn't have any. I thought I was doing a disservice to my characters by not letting them show their erotic sides of themselves.
(Just not Janus from the unreleased Victory Asterisk, who was ace.)

Since nobody else is, I want to talk about why I put sex in my audio drama "Vampire: The Masquerade: Blood Doll." ( blooddollpod.com )

tl;dr I want to present people as whole, complex individuals who need/like sex & I want to present #queer / #trans joy through sex w/o it being explicitly porn.

Okay I finished it yesterday. Are y'all happy now?

Okay, back to writing Episode 12. How long has it been since I last worked on this...

No.

Oh no.

It's been a *week*?

*gets to scribbling*

SIMON - Originally Toreador (his gimmick was a slovenly Toreador) but I'd give him another clan now (unsure which)
SIOBHAN - Gangrel
SILVER - I never decided on a clan
VANISHING GIRL - Toreador
ZACHERY - Thin Blood

HANK - I never decided on a clan
JASON - I never decided on a clan
JEFFREY - Tremere (Fledgling)
JOTHAM - Brujah
JUDITH - Nosferatu
LAUGHING SABBAT - I never decided on a clan
LOREA - Cult of Set Non-Believer
MANDY - Caitiff
MILDRED - I never decided on a clan
SAMAEL - Ventrue

AARALYN - Tremere (I figured that the Tremere would outspend the Ventrue in Seattle because of tech stocks)
AMANDA - Graveyard Shift Hecata
ARTURO - Malkavian
BRIAN - Tremere (Neonate)
CYNTHIA - Thin Blood
ELIJIO - Lasombra
ESTHER - Salubri (appointed as a favor after some long past war)

Not in a single location? Clans are listed in some of the transcripts and... okay, I'll put something together tomorrow.

Seahawks won, Episode 11 (3rd episode of Season 2) draft script written, and I got a Tarot reading that said to change the ending of Season 2 & I'm gonna do it.

Please tell my editor that Kindred should not be able to drink transubstantiated communal wine.

A fluffy red fox screaming with airplane ears

AaaAAAAaAAAAaAAAAaAAAAAAAAAAA

RUTH: I don’t think God can be omnipotent and feel what I’m feeling now. Lost in the forest with a monster. CASSANDRA: One who can easily drain you dead, too. RUTH: Of course. God will never know that exhilaration. Fuck God.

Episode 10 (second episode of Season 2) draft script written.

Slowly, two shadowy figures come into focus, one behind the other with their hand on the other's neck. Vampire: The Masquerade: Blood Doll. An audio drama from the Not Ready for Opsec Players and Alicia E. Goranson. https://blooddollpod.com

The Not Ready for Opsec Players announce Season 1 of our sexy, blasphemous, and suspenseful prestige audio drama - Vampire: The Masquerade: Blood Doll, in which a trans woman radicalizes a coterie of Seattle Kindred!
It's a 12-hour epic romantic tragedy, like a modern Gormenghast!

blooddollpod.com

CASSANDRA: We are just stories, aren’t we? Post-Enlightenment creatures, remnants of an ancient time that never was. Do I exist to frighten the current generation? And what will become of me when the next generation searches for newer, more modern terrors?

Okay, fine.

Draft of #BloodDoll Episode 9 (Season 2) script written.

I need a rest.

#vtm #audiodrama #transgender

It's up to all of us to keep the queer/trans media torches burning through the long night <3

Keep sharing amazing stuff y'all.

If you've heard our show, you know that porn and erotica can be used for *character development* and *character connection* by showing two people falling in love and how they both grow from it.

But no, folks raised in patriarchy expect porn and erotica to be used for only titillation.

Wankers.

Slowly, two shadowy figures come into focus, one behind the other with their hand on the other's neck. "I am the consecration and damnation in my veins - Drink me Motherfucker!" Vampire: The Masquerade: Blood Doll. An audio drama from the Not Ready for Opsec Players and Alicia E. Goranson. https://blooddollpod.com

Most audio dramas compare themselves to others.

Unfortunately, we can't do that. Because there is nothing else like us.

Follow the emotional journey of Cassandra Davril from lowly Blood Doll to a terrifying force within the vampire world - while remaining human.

Available at: blooddollpod.com

Fuck. The ending of Season 2 came to me this morning and I couldn't stop crying over it. It's rough.

Yet another outtake from our audio drama Vampire: The Masquerade: Blood Doll:

tam.blooddollpod.com/BD_Ep08_S16_...

In this outtake, SAMAEL commines the mands of humans.

(Please listen to our show at blooddollpod.com !) 💜

#vtm #audiodrama #outtakes #outtake #transgender

The meme of the Godzilla videogame where the woman says: "Go ahead and destroy the financial district Godzilla. Make the people happy."

Not Touhou.

Toho.

💜💜💜💜💜

I just outlined Season 2, Ep 6 and I'm wondering if it's too audacious. Like, Toho-level audacious.

My hand keeps slipping. Just drafted outlines for episodes 10-12 somehow.