kay ⟡₊ ⊹

its so boring you open 2 packs a day and usually get like 1-2 ex cards a week and thats it

when i was panic deleting stuff at the concert cause no space i deleted tcgp and ngl i kinda dont wanna redownload cause i feel free LMAOOO

florence and the machine is coming here in april omg…. the tickets are too expensive but i would loveee to see her

also i hate hamilton sm 😭😭😭😭 really hope no one i wanna see goes there pls go to toronto

after going to 2 concerts now i think i actually prefered the outdoor one solely for the fact the air was filtered better cause it was fully outside and i didnt get sick at it LMAOO also i found the sound had more space to go so it wasn’t as overwhelming? i guess they both have their perks though

i think its cause having anxiety effects your breathing a lot but the thing i HATE the most about colds is when its in your chest a lot and makes it hard to breath 😭😭 like fuckkkkk i hate this i need to breath or i feel like my anxiety will overwhelm me

pets sitting with you is so healing 😭😭😭

mochi is being so cuddly today 😭😭 i guess she can sense i dont feel well

OHHHHHH I DIDNT NOTICE THEM TY LOL

yeah i really need to trust the gut more 😭😭 sometimes i question it cause i’m worried its too wary but in the end its usually right

yeah thats true!!!! i think i just feel so guilty cause not being liked is one of my biggest fears so in a way it feels like im being a hypocrite doing it to someone else (which is silly you cant help who you like or dont like but) 😭

ty for that!!! yeah i need to trust my feelings more i always feel such guilt and its so frustrating cause i feel the way i feel and feeling guilty wont change that 😭😭😭 i need to work up to courage to say something to them cause i dont wanna lose the friendship fully i dont think

TYYY i got to the part i need two of the castform things LOL gotta wait for the next day 😭

trying to get my humidity level up but it’s not going up omg do i have to water the whole island 😭

okay back to pokopia!!!!!

idk if its a good or bad thing LMAOOO i guess its healthy to rant out all those feelings but also sometimes i just want my brain to shut it

i could write an essay full of rants tbh my brain never shuts up

AWWW THATS SO NICE i remember once i tried to log onto my old account but they had deleted it i was so sad 😭😭

tldr: friend makes me extremely uncomfy and i feel guilty for feeling that way

i could genuinely add more stuff they have said/done but i need to stop myself LMAOO

okay rant done 🫡 this would usually go on my twitter priv but i hate it there so i hope anyone who isn’t used to my rants wasn’t scared away LMAOOO

anyways i have like 2 sides one is like “you arent responsible for this person this grown ass adult” and the other is like “but you know how it feels to be unwanted etc so its mean” LIKE BRAIN PICK A SIDE AND SHUT UP

i feel so horrible about considering avoiding them at the con this year but i just cant 😭😭 i feel so bad about it cause we all know how it feels to be the unwanted friend but genuinely in this case its not an unwanted friend but someone who makes me super uncomfy

i just feel so bleghhh about the whole thing cause at the end of the day they make me uncomfy and i do feel bad about it but i cant help how i feel

and its such a bad message to send to younger women that you should put up with unwanted behavior like we are expected to and its such an issue even to this day in this society OKAY ANYWAYS didnt mean to get into that deep a rant but

idk if this sounds harsh but i put up with creepy behavior for YEARS without saying anything cause i was a pushover and it makes me so mad for past me cause no ppl being creepy towards you shouldnt get a pass even if they seem to have a reason

i would never expect others to teach me at my grown age its not hard to learn self awareness (also if he had a disability etc i would get it but he doesn’t so) you as a grown man need to learn when you’re making others uncomfy it’s pretty obvious tbh

do i think he is a bad person? no i genuinely think he is just socially awkward and that’s not a crime but i also don’t think it’s my job to teach a 30+ year old how to be around others 😭😭 its expected so much for women to do this and it such bs you are responsible for the way you act

i get reminded when i see them in person cause over text they are so much more normal but in person they arent 😭😭😭 i feel so bad complaining about this but aggh i feel so uncomfy i needed to rant