Bittersweet, to say the least.
@authorfredlauver
International award-winning author, Heart in the Jungle: Mountain City (Honorable Mention 2024 Paris and NY book festivals), and Aziza and the Caves of Mars (Runner-up 2024 Hollywood and L.A. Beach book festivals). Widower. Writing next chapters. Widowed.
Bittersweet, to say the least.
I wear a necklace everyday since right after my wife passed four years ago, her fingerprint permanently engraved on this pendant. It symbolizes the forever imprint her life left on my heart. #author #Memories #heartbroken
But it also felt like something quieter: making space for new life without letting go of whatβs already precious. Accepting that closeness can carry a little scratch β and deciding itβs worth it anyway. Maybe I'm ready to feel alive by chasing something wild.
I also remember feeling protective of my current aging cat and hoping all the cats would get along. That felt important. Not replacing whatβs already loved, just expanding the circle.
Maybe it was just a dream about cats. I do love them, and I wouldnβt mind one or two more in the house.
The dream left me thinking about how we make room in our lives for things that were once wild β old emotions, new beginnings, fresh creative energy, even companionship. Sometimes they come with a small sting. Not because they mean harm, but because anything alive still has claws.
The kitties were timid but seemed to want to be near me. One young gray tabby kitten let me hold it, though it accidentally scratched me β not out of aggression, just instinct. It hurt a little, but I understood. I kept holding it.
I woke up calm.
Last night I dreamed about bringing several formerly feral cats and kittens into my house. Dreams sometimes affect my writing. I published a novella based on my very vivid dream of living in a domed city on the Moon. This time, the cats had deeper meaning
I also refuse to participate in snowstorms. #snowstorm #author #authorlife
Image of Alex Pretti comforting a woman seconds before he was murdered by ICE agents in Minneapolis.
Why? #Minneapolis #ICE #author
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Most of us Americans are appalled. We will help resist. #Greenland #Denmark #author
Blood money.
A researcher and writer wearing robes, writing with a white feather pen, in ancient Egypt in the ancient Library of Alexandria with papyrus scrolls spread out. The scene is illuminated by sunlight above his right through a window.
Since humans first learned to record their thoughts, it takes research and education to write good books. (ai image imagined by the author) #libraries #education #author
May I please bring you love? #romance #author #writerslife
Fooling around with AI to match a pun. #pun #twisted #writersoftiktok
Me trying to clip my cat's nails. #author #catlover #fiction #single
On my way to New York City this week to receive formal awards, October 14, in fiction for the New York Book Festival and the Paris Book Festival. My literary novel, Heart in the Jungle: Mountain City received honorable mention in both festivals. It's an honor I accept gratefully. #NewYork #author
Does this study include creative writing?
Aziza and the Caves of Mars is the platform from which launches a new sci-fi tale. #author #novel
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No, I don't want AI to design my book cover. #author #ai #writersofbluesky
Blue skies and positivity go hand in hand.
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Who is she? #psyicdrawing
My solar panels were delivered today. They're to be installed next week. #Solar #author #novelist
If your cause is on the side of what's right, don't give up.
Awarded Runner-up in the Hollywood Book Festival and the California Beach Festival. Awards for festival book winners to be held in Hollywood on August 1.
I love when life imitates art. I wonder if they receive residuals from Disney?
Be your own action figure. #author #novel #loveinabook
Let's talk about writing or the arts for a change. I'm weary of discussing politics with fools. #author #novel #writingcommunity #arts
When writing, be sure to put on your thinking cap. #author #Novel #WritingCommunity