Are you gay?
Are you in love with someone who doesn't love you back?
Have you ever been in love with a straight person?
Listen to this playlist and cry with me, I know babe. open.spotify.com/playlist/44A...
Comfort. He cries still, but it has more direction than before. He will get there some day- he reasons. He will find that mystical land he reads about every night, he will find friends, and peace, safety from the dark lord. He will stay there forever, he will be happy.
The soft guitar lulls with the song, describing a place that only exists in his dreams. He can pretend that it's him walking into the elven city- meeting his friends, seeing their smiles. He dreams of having friends that would smile when they saw him. The song brings him a bittersweet
Thinking about little Eddie again, young, with a tough as nails life for one reason or another. Days feel like hell, nights aren't much better. On the worst nights he puts on the cassette that his uncle got him for Christmas. He skips past all of the songs just to get to "Rivendell"
When people ask why I'm addicted to caffeine I just point them towards my work schedule-
7-3p, 7-3p, 7-3p, 4a-12p, 12a-8a, 12a-8a, 7-3p, 7-3p, 7-3p, 7-3p
10 days, three different shift times, two graveyards 🥴
