marie ✨ needs a nap ✨

naaaah they won’t get me out of there so soon hehe

back in last year haha - not gonna move again so soon!! i just still have some stuff at my mom‘s that I didn’t bother to bring over yet

so stoked about that scarf tho! that’s always been kind of a dream for me to find one and now it became true ✨
not that I‘m such a sucker for Hermés, I‘m more of a treasure hunter in that sense

i brought all the valuables to my mom‘s place before moving so things don’t get stolen in the chaos of moving day (happened to my sister once, weird story). turns out said sister put the small boxes in a closet & my mom found them by accident lol. SO relieved to have them back now!

today is a GOOD day! flea market gods blessed me with an actual Hermés scarf & a heavy souvenir silver bracelet AND i finally found my missing jewellery boxes with my most precious things inside!

And you'll have to live with what you did and face yourself.
Though you've hurt me, I still wish you well.

today’s daily sketch is angry.

ich werde die letzten Dominosteine schmerzlichst vermissen

not gonna be that person. but takes me back to the time in the early 2000s, when people on the train would bluetooth you random stuff over the phone.

the urge to air drop some cat pics to "Laura" who must be my next door neighbour in the other house, who left their air drop public

Menschen die am aller-aller-allerliebsten Suppe essen: Wieso?

day 3 + 4 of trying to draw every day

and unless you actually pursued any of these „talents“, they’re now merely some party trick you can pull to make people go „did you knew they could do that?!“

growing up as some sort of „talented“ or „gifted“ kid is so strange as an adult. as these „gifts“ are slowly stripped away from you, amidst wandering through the labyrinth of adulthood. until there‘s not much left. just long forgotten hobbies.

been looking through my voice recordings and found some snippets of songs I never actually wrote and a lot of cover songs.
so many what ifs

every now and then I wonder if I shouldn’t make like a secret account for my music stuff, just to see how it would go.

been blocked way too long and despite this being the dearest thing to me, I simply couldn’t bring myself to do it at all for way too long. and I need it back somehow. because what am I even without it?

only day two but I‘m drawing again. I may be forcing myself & I wanna do it every day to fill up this sketchbook but at least I‘m drawing something.

ich bin zuhause und es ist HELL. und ich hab noch bock spazieren zu gehen?????

unnormal einfach, wie viel energie und lebenswille der frühling einem plötzlich wieder bringt???

I‘m still so sad I got wind of the Florence tour an inkling to late and now I‘m not seeing her live again :(
like - will I ever?

the sweater probably isn’t that special to anyone else (and trust, I‘m not a huge fan of the brand) but idk it was love at first sight, tho back when it was still sold in stores I just didn’t have the money for it. finally having it now after all this time is soooo fulfilling!!!

BUT I got it!!! and spent the day giving it a spa treatment and it’s looking so good!!! some little stains are still showing very faintly but considering the original condition I couldn’t be happier.
and I finally get to wear it tomorrow, I can’t wait!!!

more than 10 years ago I fell in love with an American Apparel sweater that hasn’t left my mind since and that i‘ve never seen sold anywhere again obviously. and now I finally found it second-hand on ebay UK, after years of searching for it. in pretty bad condition, covered in stains and pilling.

guess my mom‘s birthday present is set already ✨

not me finding a David Anderson enamel & sterling brooch for 30€ at a gold exchange shop of all places 🌞

you know you got the best co-workers when it‘s Kohlfahrt and you‘re still belting out karaoke songs together at 3am

OOOOOOHHHHH my new frames are already at my optician after all!!! guess what I‘m gonna do tomorrow hehehehe

not me buying the same jeans yet AGAIN for the billionth time because It ripped AGAIN after just one year. i‘d really like something sturdier atp but these pants are so comfy and safe

bin ein bisschen traurig, heute nicht den zoch mit muttern im fernsehen verfolgt haben zu können. irgendwie aus nostalgie. irgendwie aus melancholie. immerhin ist heute das erste Mal seit langem wieder der Rosenmontag auf den Geburtstag von meinem Papa gefallen, wie in seinem Geburtsjahr. schade.