Ah. The fun begins again where I will soon have to contact artists about the status of my commissions since deadlines have passed and no updates have been given.
Honestly, I wouldn't be miffed when it's just one or two, but this is almost from all my current commissions now...
Tough month. Gotta lock in so I can come out of the first quarter of the year with a stronger outlook
That's a wrap of a session. No point going without music!!
Huge gym goal I hit yesterday was pulling 250lbs of weight for Lat pull. Highest I've ever done before!
Job being my job, but also some groups I've been trying to chat in feeling more like it's not worth the time. It's that annoying feeling where you're part of the circle, but as far away from being inside the circle, if that makes sense.
Work and a few personal things. I've not vocalized my thoughts well, and it's catching up with my distaste for a few things lately
Tough thoughts as I try to keep myself going with the circumstances I've surrounded myself in. It's rough just even wanting to put the effort for change when things are frustrating in every direction.
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Sometimes a melancholy mood/day helps rejuvenate yourself in its own weird way...
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That's the problem! I was taught early that if I like something, then make sure I'm good enough at it to make money off it.
Now it's hard for me to put the time into things just because it's fun for me rather than for the potential money
I think one of the more frustrating, if not polluted, views is that you should make money off it if you want to learn a hobby or talent.
This constantly makes me question whether everything I do is worth it when my outcome could sometimes be for my own enjoyment and not for money.
Haste has been really fun and I only started the game Monday. F shard 7 boss though. That halted my fun and now I gotta angry grind! >:|
Back in the gym this week, and I'm dying. Missed out on 3 months of it, and the soreness is making sure I remember how it feels
Magfest was everything I remembered it being and more. Any gaming enthusiast should go no matter the circumstances. At least once in your lifetime!
I think it only reaffirms that MAGfest is the place I'll ever go to outside of other conventions with friends. The place is just unparalleled in the value
Maybe just test it via difficulty ratings for the score. That way it's tailored to different ppl and you can tell when someone is trying to cheat it by playing lowers
Could change it up to where if they reach a certain point/difficulty within your reach then they are considered winning
Magfest is so close. Can't wait to get a mental break after the stretch of hell I went through with work these past two weeks
Projectors are the blessing for having a big screen at night. Let's you fall asleep without worrying about stuff
It's too late. The spiral doesn't stop
Gonna crash out
Getting a head start on my gym progress. 2 months set me back after a neck muscle strain, but I'm hoping to be stronger and more fit than ever!
Tetoris is my current song of addiction
Feeling off for DDR today. Might be a side effect of not working out consistently, but we might have to do lowers until I get myself back in form
Headache at midnight. Weeeeeee
Finally back after MFF and then training. Now I got to mentally prepare for the Xmas family celebration since I'm not done with shopping! I'm running around like a chicken with it's head cut off!
Pokemon is finished. After my work trip, Digimon will have my soul for the remaining weeks of the year!
Love this art by @sirlorart.bsky.social
Gifted by @raikel.bsky.social Thank you!
Likewise! We shall meet again at another con!
