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madohomu

𝕭𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝕭𝖊𝖊𝖙𝖑𝖊 ✦

manifesting relief for you!! 🫴🏻🌟

Cinereous tit
Tokyo, Japan
CC BY-SA 🅭 🅯🄎

シジュウカラ

#birds

Leon S. Kennedy
レオン (FILM NOIR)
#バイオレクイエム #RE9

- smile, and sing, and dance, darling. It's all you're good for. -

(Flash warning)

[ #OcSky #dndoc #KuroArt #illustration #tiefling #fantasy ]

i guess it's nice I don't have to go through the procedure but i know it would have brought relief. idk....

fuck my life... I don't have enough liquid!!!!!!! they don't wanna drain it yet. at least they took some blood tests and they're keeping an eye on my crp because it's higher than it should be

so I'll just go home now and hope for some kind of relief in the near future 🫩

thank you!🫶🏻 I hope so too, and I believe they will 🙏🏻

hospital room corner with a crude metal toilet

another view from ny gorgeus jail room

the doctor came and took some ultrasounds and was like yep there is liquid. I'm all lubed up now waiting for a consultation... things are moving forward 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 nurses don't know shit sometimes.....

😭 yeah.. i should learn that

i want to go back being whimsical and interactive and cool but my life is so dumb right now. sorry for medicalposting, if that icks anyone out 😔

im alright btw i just needed to come here because of my stomach, i need to get the ascites drained off. hopefully i can get it done btw idk what amount they need there to be but one nurse was like oh your stomach feels soft and healthy (i know there's liquid in there)

a limb restraint bed at the hospital

how today's going

(context, went to the er and they put me in a room to wait and the room has this bed in it. gladly there's a normal bed also)

I hope I can still continue the trial, the doctor said that since my skin reaction was so bad and my cancer marker had gone up they wanna see what the scan shows. I guess if it's radically worse I might not be able to continue the trial idk and if I keep getting a bad reaction from the medicine, idk

I was being emo last night with the vent art but like I'm so angry at cancer because it's ruining my life all the time either physically or mentally and lately it's been both because I have ascites and it's terrible and idk what's going on with the medicine trial, they wanna take a scan next week

Alucard from Castlevania

I received so many requests to draw Alucard! 🖤

#alucard #castlevania

a digital drawing of a person curled up in some sort of agony, red lines are wrapping up around their body. dark blue background and some red, green and blue aurora like details on top of them

vent art
cw gross + depressing

how much can the stomach fill up
with liquids so disgusting

i never get the upper hand
as i'm pinned down by forces that shouldn't exist

i should not have to live this life
and i don't know what to do

Red Cabbage

my energy is so low lately bleh i barely even scroll this site 🫩
i have been playing overwatch (maybe it has sucked the life out of me) but at least i saw some friends yesterday. watched a couple episodes of gachiakuta

I think the biggest damage to the art community was the obsolescence of gallery sites (y!, deviantart, etc) and the rise of scroll-by social media, like twitter and even tumblr. Art is not ''content'', you shouldnt need to post art every day (or every month!) to be relevant. This mindset sucks.

art from the month of february

Illustration of Louis from the tv show interview with the vampire

ldpdl🩸

[ #art #iwtv #fanart ]

Greenfinch in Lesbury. #nebirding #birdsoftheworld

Reminder that the dev is a racist and transphobic piece of shit and you definitely should not be buying this

Saw a bunch of people I know play the demo (before everything came out about the dev) and figured they might not know about the full situation

my phone screen turns black and white at 1 am because i don't deserve colours anymore at that time. my phone must be as boring as possible so i go to sleep earlier......

when i was bald it was pretty nice when it was hot, but when it was cold and i was trying to sleep i had to really swaddle myself so my head wouldn't feel so cold... the amount of time saved for hair care was nice though

the water-bearer ♒️⭐️✨ #witchhatatelier

happy birthday 🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎇🎈🎈🎈🎈👀🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈✨🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈👽🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈