Pac/Punk

I know I said I’d get it done as a parting gift but I truly don’t have the energy to write it.

Anyways, this is Pac signing off. I’ll probably give mini updates of myself like once a month here? Something like that.

Okay byeeee

I thought a bit on how I’d go about the unfinished stuff I have for Robbie and them when it comes to story and I think I’m leaning more towards the “delete it and pretend it never happened” path.

Or just leave it there and unfinished.

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It’s been a week now…and I’ve never felt so much better.

I somehow friended a voice actor on discord and got a direct voice message for free, made new friends I can draw and play games with, and I’m no longer thinking about this place.

Just wanted to give a mini update on how I’ve been 😅

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Thank you so much Fitz! You have been a delight to write and talk to both in character and out of character!

While I may be more absent now in the RP space, know that at any given point I choose to pop up once in a blue moon, you’re more than welcome to tackle my muses.

Have a good one dude!

Overwat Winton! I’m definitely gonna see you more around there with gaming and stuff.

Someone’s gotta throw your games and it’s gonna be me.

But yeah, I honestly expected to leave this space sooner. Like half a year at most but stuck around after that because the FOMO got to me and indulge on making more muses.

I don’t want RP to follow me around as much either. It’s a wound I definitely don’t want to forget, but one I also want to ensure taught me a good lesson.

To step away a bit from the scene is to see it less, hear it less, talk about it less.

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The FOMO trap is really toxic that changed everything for the worse for me. Like you and I said, it’s very hard to step away because it’s something that we enjoy a lot.

The door for me will be slightly open to come back maybe once a month to do stuff but nothing too crazy.

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This community has been the most vocal in terms of support and looking out for one another. But this is me now changing lanes.

From now on, interactions will only be for plots. Thats what I want to do and focus on rather than anything else.

I’m gonna call it here, thank you!

So far during these days I’ve been off, I’ve made new friends, delved into a new community that I’ve been enjoying so far, am focusing more on other hobbies, got myself a tablet to do digital drawings, and have locked in harder in life.

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That’s my current stance on it. It could very much change but I would not count on it.

As for me, things are good, I’m doing good. I’m doing the best I’ve been in a while. 2025 was good but it was also overwhelming and too much for me.

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If anyone that is sticking around with me after I leave this all behind, I don’t really want to look back on RP for the rest of my time being online either here or on other platforms.

It’s not that I don’t want to talk about it, I just don’t want it to follow me around.

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I appreciate all the opportunities and the people I’ve met. From the people I spoke to very little, people that we’ve come to the mutual understanding to block each other, to the people that may choose to keep me around and support me.

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Anyways…stepping aside from the negatives, sorry about that. I just feel like I had to share more as to why I’m not enjoying this hobby any more.

There are other reasons as well, these are just some of them.

Thank you everyone for joining me on this little Bluesky RP journey.

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I’m not having fun knowing my character brings heartache to another character every time my characters are just wanting to interact.

Legit, my characters existing bring heartache and I don’t want that. It’s not for me, I just wanted to write fun storylines :/

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Also, take a shot every time I’m stuck in a love triangle and I am the neglected one (2 shots).

I genuinely did not even want to be part of 2 love triangles or have any tension when it came to the relationship of my muses with other characters. It’s fun for some people but for me it’s slop.

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I’m still upset about that one and it’s why I haven’t done much for Reed and Franklin. I’m gonna be honest, if my muse didn’t get neglected in terms of story and when it comes to referencing the event, I would’ve been done with the story for those two.

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Cus for me it’s like…why would I want to do an event or plot for something, just for my character to be put aside?

How the fuck does my character, go from directly affecting a storyline, to just being a background character?

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Then it also comes to personal experiences of not enjoying writing due to my characters being overshadowed when it comes to events or group threads.

It felt like my work wasn’t being respected, my efforts were neglected, and my interests in these events ultimately broke down further.

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Which have also contributed to my action of moving forward. It seems like every week there is something new happening to someone or something happening that it genuinely makes this hobby miserable.

Especially the recent…bait. That one fully destroyed me for several days.

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This is the end of the road for us, our writing relationship. I guess you could say RP was too cool for me. 😅

I mentioned it I think once before, but I just have such an addictive personality, a bit too much.

I haven’t even fully written down the negative sides of the RP space.

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It’s really okay, and if you decide that I’m not for you in terms of outside of RP, then thank you for paying attention to me. It was nice to have your support, attention, and dedication to our interactions (both in character and out of character).

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I will however, likely be deactivating or archiving my other accounts once I’m done with everything and there’s no interactions left.

It’s okay if you only followed me or stuck by me for RP only.

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I’m sorry for anyone that has been awaiting in anticipation for my new muses (Halo and Overwatch).

Maybe I will continue to write only a little bit but who knows (like once a month).

If you want to keep in touch with me, this account isn’t going anywhere. I’ll be here or on discord.

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The reason I say this, is because I’m moving on to other interests and projects I want to do.

This also means I will NOT be creating new muses or accounts. There’s no point in making something new when I am exhausted and tired.

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The muses whose stories and interactions I wanted to finish are:

Reed (story), Robbie (both) and Domina (interactions).

After I get everything done for both of them, I will not be writing anymore. No more crack, bandwagons, or anything like that.

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It sets a finale for my muses and I consider it a parting gift.

I also wanted to continue to evolve the plot interactions I had discussed with other writers as well. I’d feel awful if I plotted with someone and then I ultimately didn’t do it because I left.

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It’s very unfortunate, I know that I met everyone through RP and I’m very grateful for the friendships we’ve had and still have.

I really do want to finish my stories for some of my muses, I feel like anyone that was a fan of my work (even just one person), should be given an ending.

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I wanted to figure out a healthy way to enjoy my life again. I wanted the RP space on here to be something I could come back to eventually, but during my break as the days passed. It became apparent that it would be for the better if I just don’t come back AS OFTEN.

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