Sayorain

I've been struggling to dance for myself for a while. Whenever I just try to groove and dance I had this paranoia of people staring/judging me. I always felt I needed to show off and excel, despite no reason to.

It's one of the reasons why I had forced the month hiatus.

I'm starting to understand why the former is so disconnected with me

Is there difference between dancing and performing as a dancer >_>?

🎶*Jingle Jingle*🎶
🔐Master's eager good girl🔐
🎀🐈⛓️

#エチvrc #lewdvrc #spicyvrc #ecchivrc
#Manuka #マヌカ3D #マヌカ #Manuka3D
#CC_MATILDA

🎶*Jingle Jingle*🎶
🔐Master's eager good girl🔐
🎀🐈⛓️

#エチvrc #lewdvrc #spicyvrc #ecchivrc
#Manuka #マヌカ3D #マヌカ #Manuka3D
#CC_MATILDA

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I GOT KILLED BY THE SUN WTF

Eh???

Sayorain - Twitch Hi I'm Sayo (She/Her). I rarely stream. Mostly VRC or random stuff.

Will be streaming Outer Wilds at 9:30 PM EST for a few.

The poorly hidden cat

#vrc #vrcphotography #vrchatphoto
#vrchat #vrchatphotography
#マヌカ #Manuka #Manuka3d #マヌカ3D

mutt needs to groom deez nuts

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANA~~!!!~!!

So at some point I got raided by QuasiQuote's stream and it ended up being a really fun night of me rambling about Limbus Company and Walpurgis night, hehehe~

What a night, thank you for tuning in <3

Sayorain - Twitch Hi I'm Sayo (She/Her). I rarely stream. Mostly VRC or random stuff.

We stream the limbus stuff nows weeee

HELP I'M BEING KIDNAPPED

CALLING ALL PASSWORD GENERATORS!

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Man I had a fucking good day and these assholes ONCE again do this shit. What the actual fuck man.

Thank goodness the officers understood and took my side. They understood that this has been an on-going thing, and they communicated this is what they have to do legally.

But fucking hell this is fucking abusive and once again their coward ass can't even communicate with their estranged kid.

4/

They did this in 2018 when I broke up with my ex. They once again were dismissive when i saw them. I sent a very long emotional chain of desperation for them to understand, only for them do a wellness check and be forced to be on a mental health hold.

In the same hospital that traumatized me.

3/

This was the message I had sent to them, with approval with both my therapist and IRL friend. My ongoing therapy has been unconditioning the trauma from my family that has continued to plague me on a daily basis while masking my emotions. To have this is really fucking triggering.

2/

tw: parental trauma.

Hey I'm sorry for a whiplash of emotions, but I just had to finish talking to the police because I sent my parents a firm boundary message via whatsapp. The police were called because they were surprised I messaged them out of the blue, and thought I had plan to SH.

1/

o ye have pho

I assisted with shooting parts of this MV in VRC
Check it out!!!
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VRChat map beauty #116 🌷

Worlds name: Don't wake me up
Worlds author: Lilly the cat

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killing time waiting for my ride and I saw this, cackling.

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I totally forgot to post these!
But JustJaime celebrated their birthday by hosting a special edition of Light Dimension a while ago!
It was really impressive! The visuals were handled by my friend Evil Toaster!
#VRChat #LightDimension

I got to rewatch the Cosmic Princess Kaguya performance at Sanrio VFes again after watching the movie on Netflix! This sure hits different now after watching the Netflix movie!
#超かぐや姫 #CosmicPrincessKaguya #サンリオVfes

A warm upstairs apartment in the rainy night
雨の夜に佇む、暖かな2階のアパート
World: Cozy Comfort
Author: ~Sam @SamVRC
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