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🏳️‍🌈 INFJ-T Ⓐ Anarchist ☽○☾ Agnostic🎗TNBC Cancer Fighter #OncSky ✜ #MMORPG veteran passionate about RPGs: #Clairobscur #DragonAge ‣ #BG3 ‣ #Cyberpunk2077 ‣ #MassEffect ‣ #Fallout4 ‣ #FFXIV 🔞 LF More 30+ #Punks, #Goths, #Gamers 🔗 https://blackswanza.carrd.co/

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Lazarus (Erweckung)
Lazarus (Erweckung) YouTube video by Das Ich - Topic

New Das Ich single slaps 🔥.

#Goth #Cybergoth #DasIch

youtu.be/LvaIDq96FpY?...

18.08.2025 14:05 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Happy Birthday to Jennifer English, one of the kindest professionals I've had the pleasure of interacting with. She and @aliona.bsky.social sent me a wonderful message during chemo that lifted my spirits and renewed hope. Wishing you threefold the love and kindness that you've shown to others! 🥳

18.08.2025 13:58 👍 12 🔁 3 💬 0 📌 0

Wanna see that Arasaka building fall tbh. Had enough of corpos. 😂

12.08.2025 06:40 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Nerve pain is the worst! Wishing you the best with your healing! 🫂🤍

12.08.2025 06:38 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
Nine Inch Nails - Gave Up (Live DTS 5.1 Surround Sound)
Nine Inch Nails - Gave Up (Live DTS 5.1 Surround Sound) YouTube video by NineInchNailsVEVO

Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me.

youtu.be/q5-4-x_nvxI?...

#NineInchNails

12.08.2025 06:16 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Frogs are cool - except when your cat comes in foaming at the mouth after picking one up late at night and you have to call the emergency veterinary hospital to ask if you need to bring him in - Otherwise, I like frogs. 🥴👍

09.08.2025 12:16 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

It's like Life, please. I know I'm an Achievement Hunter in games but I'm not trying to collect "every single traumatic event that can happen to a person" IRL! I need to REST! 🤣

09.08.2025 10:01 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

What kind of bird would your WOL be?

IDK why but I strongly feel that Yoshe's going to be a Call Duck!

09.08.2025 09:45 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Also, if you are born into a family that has constant "major life events" and drama, your nervous system will never regulate so that it just feels normal to live like that, forever. 🤣

09.08.2025 09:36 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0

That's awesome! Sending lots of love. 🤍

09.08.2025 09:34 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
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Happy belated International Cat Day everyone.
Love (My) Valerie, Johnny and Nibbles.

#Cyberpunk2077 #InternationalCatDay

09.08.2025 09:29 👍 6 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
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Happy Birthday Johan!

31.07.2025 09:19 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Male V and Johnny Silverhand lock their hands together in front of the entrance to Afterlife, with its neon sign glowing in the background. The Cyberpunk 2077 logo is printed in the bottom right corner.

Male V and Johnny Silverhand lock their hands together in front of the entrance to Afterlife, with its neon sign glowing in the background. The Cyberpunk 2077 logo is printed in the bottom right corner.

Some friends give you space.
Others give you migraines, flashbacks, and life advice you never asked for.
Take a wild guess which one we have in mind...
Literally. 🎸

Happy Friendship Day to the people who get under our skin!
And somehow belong there. 🤘

30.07.2025 12:07 👍 240 🔁 47 💬 3 📌 4
Joy Division - Disorder
Joy Division - Disorder YouTube video by Gradual Hate Records

Let's go Wednesday

#Goth #PostPunk #JoyDivision

youtu.be/9ryJB-FF_Jg?...

30.07.2025 07:28 👍 7 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

My honest answer is that my medical bills are so high that there is only money for the bare minimum. I'd like to get another some day but sadly my priorities are just... Medical atm.

28.07.2025 17:11 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

It was a black Baby G-Shock women's. The one with the rubber things over it. Got stolen in a burglary! 😢

28.07.2025 16:09 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Shes finished bc i hate drawing pants lmao

28.07.2025 15:25 👍 18 🔁 4 💬 1 📌 0

I mean, free Luigi and this woman tbh. 🤣

28.07.2025 15:16 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

You've just triggered a forgotten memory for me I used to LOVE my G-Shock back in the day!

28.07.2025 15:00 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

I cannot survive without Nibbles and Apartment Cats. 🐱

28.07.2025 14:58 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
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Yepppp.

28.07.2025 14:54 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

"avoids confrontation" Yeaaah about that. 🤣

28.07.2025 13:51 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

limsimi.vercel.app

28.07.2025 13:49 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 1

I wanted to challenge myself by doing a non-lethal PT and it cracks me up when I breathe too loudly and suddenly people are running, screaming, having major accidents and being set in fire, like... 🤣

28.07.2025 13:33 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

I'm so sorry that I can't contribute at this time. My oncology bills are ridiculous. But I'll share on all my platforms!

28.07.2025 13:14 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
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I decided to reopen my ko-fi for the time being. I genuinely don't expect anyone to donate but I thought that it wouldn't be a bad idea especially if some of you do want to / are able to support me a little until my life stabilizes again. 🤧🧡

ko-fi.com/niku30

28.07.2025 12:42 👍 5 🔁 5 💬 1 📌 0
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Interesting and sadly true. Please take care of yourselves and mind what behaviours you are willing to tolerate.

#CPTSD #Cancer #OncSky

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28.07.2025 13:10 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Ok so real talk, I'm having a really tough time walking because of my Hand & Foot Syndrome. Painkillers don't work and I don't know what to do to lessen the pain so I can actually walk on my two feet. Does anyone know of any solutions? #OncSky #Cancer

27.07.2025 18:24 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 2 📌 0

I'm sorry you're having such a difficult treatment. As always I still wish you the very best. 🫂

27.07.2025 15:47 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0
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27.07.2025 15:19 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0