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🦊 || fops moment

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"You're far from alone, We're just a rift apart!"
[ #OCRP X #MVRP ]
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🦊 || i have been depression bed rotting all day but uh. heyyyyyy 😎

TLDR: I’m basically writing three different versions of K at the same time and it’s hella cool to me. Also character arcs rule and I’m insane about this fuckass fluffy robot.

Thank you for coming to my TED Talk, sorry if this was boring I just really wanted to yap about it 👍

Nowadays, her personality there is kind of a blend of the sweeter one that she had as a worker drone and her new more confident, laid back and playful one. She’s still a freak sometimes, but it’s in a fun and quirky way.

Overall, she’s the happiest that she’s ever been.

K made several friends that stuck by her and supported her through everything, and over time she was gradually able to come to terms with everything for the most part.

She’s about as mentally healthy as she can be given her circumstances, and she’s generally at peace.

She struggled severely with everything at first, and was basically how she currently is here (but worse because she also had to deal with the constant paranoia of that Cyn jumping her ass again, that little demon was out for BLOOD /lh /nm).

But she also had a really good support system.

Last but certainly not least, Tumblr! By far the most developed RP version of her.

K has been through a LOT there. Not too long into her time there, a Cyn got a hold of her and released ALL of her lost memories back into her head at the same time. Obviously an extremely traumatic experience for K.

—anyone that she possibly can to try and stay grounded. She tries to stay cool and internalize it as much as she can, but she ends up cracking and having a breakdown pretty frequently.

She’s also very insecure and hates what she has become, even if it wasn’t exactly of her own free will.

Since the verse hasn’t really been alive, I haven’t had the chance to develop it much further than that.

K hasn’t really been able to fully process or work through any of it, so she’s really emotionally unstable. She’s scared and she feels lost, she’s desperately trying to cling onto anything and—

She’s not really ashamed of her freak behavior… yet. She’s lonely and misses her team, but that’s about the extent of her issues so far.

Now onto Bluesky! Here, K has learned a bit about her past/what happened to Earth by word of mouth and basically had her entire world shattered by it.

"Alright. I'll trust you for now." She brought one of her hands up to the side of the other drone's neck, pressing the tip of one of her claws against it with just enough pressure to draw a small bead of oil. "But if any of this gets out and my life gets flipped on its head again, I won't hesitate to hunt you down and kill you. " The faux worker drone slowly dragged her claw across the surface of Trace's neck and up the underside of her chin as she continued. "And it won't be quick, either. I'll keep you begging for the sweet release of death for days. Weeks. Maybe a month or two if I'm really feeling spiteful. So you'd better watch yourself, little rabbit. "

So, she still acts pretty closely to how she did when she first arrived on Copper 9.

K generally avoids killing drones herself in order to maintain her cover in the colony, but it doesn’t bother her when she does have to take a life. She also still likes to be all creepy and stuff, see example.

Since it’s just getting started, K currently has no idea about the Solver, nor does she remember anything about her past. She has her suspicions about JCJenson, but that’s about it. All she knows is the (mostly false) information that was planted into her memory banks.

I’ll go over the main three and discuss their differences + why they are the way they are.

Starting with Discord! I have a private roleplay there that I started with my pookie fairly recently, so it’s a fresh new timeline that probably takes place a little bit after the epilogue music video.

🦊 || *cracks knuckles* okay time to elaborate 😎

K acts really differently between platforms because she’s currently at different points in her story on each one. It mostly depends on how much she knows about her past, and how much time she’s had to process it once she learned the truth.

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🦊 || I’m barely even 1/3 of the way through the yap session I mentioned doing last night and it’s already 6 posts long, god help us all. I’m very normal about K

🦊 || Remind me to yap about this more tomorrow bc it’s ungodly late but the fact that K’s personality is so different across platforms (here, Tumblr and a roleplay I’m doing with my pookie on Discord) because she’s at different points in her development in each place is so interesting to me

『 " You will not have to discard your pets, " 』

『 " And I will not discard 𝙮𝙤𝙪. " 』

『 The host of the Absolute Solver. 』
『 Penned by cursor ! 』

Currently sleeping in loaf formation. Though, given her hair, she looks more like a big fluffy cloud than a “loaf”.

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⠀⠀This bill will not protect children ; it's silencing victims.
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🦊 || I’m always like “haha it’s funny how K is all fluffy and huggable when she’s a killing machine” when in reality she was never made for that. She was actually /supposed/ to be friendly and helpful but instead was forced into this life by forces outside of her control. In this essay I will—

Right around the corner was some sort of humanoid robot, pressing itself up firmly against the side of the windmill in an attempt to stick to the very limited bit of shade that it had there.

It seems that she unintentionally cornered herself while trying to avoid being seen…

It’s usually just a temporary inconvenience. Getting my head cut off or whatever is about the same as someone stubbing their toe to me. Not fun in the moment, but the pain doesn’t last forever, so it’s no big deal at the end of the day.

Is that such a bad mentality to have given my abilities?

I mean, I don’t usually go around offering my limbs to people. This was just a bit of a special case. I thought it was either that or getting into a fight, and I didn’t really feel like dealing with the alternative today.

Yeah, I guess I am pretty numb to it at this point.

🦊 || sorry chat i have been basically comatose all day even with a full night’s sleep under my belt

🦊 || tossing this out here before i get dragged back into the hellhole known as my workplace

But yeah, I guess it really is just a perspective thing at the end of the day. If I couldn’t regenerate, I’d be singing a different tune.

It’s just hard to care about getting hurt when there’s such little consequence for it.

I mean, I guess it does sound kind of depressing on paper. I’ll give you that.

It’s not that I like to be hurt, but a little injury isn’t going to affect me in the long run when I can just heal myself up in a matter of seconds. Isn’t a bit of temporary pain better than flat out dying?