laura

heeeeeeeeey

RAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHUGGHHHHHHHHHHHH ARGHHHHHHHH UGH

i flinch every time the AD screams QUIET PLEASE scared

neeeeed to know if the movie amadeus was ever used as a reference

they’ve been moving a curtain for 2 hours and it’s still not perfect and everyone is angry and the AD is screaming at everyone to shut the fuck up but nothing is even being filmed cause the curtain isn’t perfect

i hate being on set because everything can be normal and then suddenly everyone will start losing their freaking mind over a curtain no looking perfect in a shot and we are 2 hours behind schedule

A drawing of armand looking into a mirror with text below saying "nobody can find out how much i need love"

Hes doing great #iwtv

arghhhh it’s horrible i want to slam my head into a wall

UUUUUUUGHHHHHAUUURGHHHH! whatever. i don’t care.

trying to be normal and not spiral but the musical i was supposed to go to tonight got cancelled as we got there and now i’m back home again alone cause everyone is gone, no purpose, no motivation, nothing to do and i feel like this is just what the rest of my life is going to be(i am not spiraling)

seeing the percy jackson musical tonight so naturally i have to honour my boy percy and go swimming even though it’s -5 degrees celsius right now

rubbing hands together like a fly
#iwtv

oomc has been playing minecraft at work all fucking day….. ok 12 year old

everyone at home leaving over the weekend

hehehehehe

i want to hallucinate and see them move claymation style….. thank youuuu 💋

oomc going to miami for work…… HM!

clay devils minion is here at last!!! #iwtv

i should be at the club right now (my bed. asleep)

posting finished clay daniel molloy VERY SOON hehehehe #iwtv

laura in a pink fuzzy hoodie on a pink chair thinking about ana and wearing glasses as well and you can see ems hand too and nose actually

who else ? 🤔

rewatched armandstat flashback and i needed to make this #iwtv

am i crazy for thinking a 12 people trip is crazy and stressful

this could be because my resting face makes me look sad/angry/confused and people always think i’m unhappy

whenever someone is super nice to me and gets me a gift it stresses me out so much cause i’m scared i won’t respond appropriately like my work just got me a ticketmaster £100 gift card which is crazy i’m so excited but i got so anxious about how to respond and ppl will think i’m not happy

for reaaaal

i’m getting birthday cupcakes at work too today and the thought of everyone singing me happy birthday is making me anxious. my birthday has been going on for too long

going to buy a journal and a new pen and going to glossier with my coworker on our lunch break <3

i don’t know how to go to sleep at a normal hour right now so i guess 4 hours of sleep it will be

can’t believe i have to go back to work tomorrow………………………..