Tito Jed

I’m still feeling stuck.
I keep on thinking about the past, right before I got sick.
I hate this feeling.

I’m still waiting for my #comeback era, if it happens at all.

lol di ko kakaon kay naa pa sya sa gawas, sa dining, naka-open pa pud ang laptop. pastilan.

Kasalukyang nag-aaway ang nanay ko at kapatid ko. In loud voices. On a Sunday morning. Good luck sa byahe namin papuntang simbahan.

Di ko alam ano trigger nya today. After waking up early, she also woke me up to clear some overgrowth WHILE she gave another sermon. Now after breakfast, she’s on the phone arguing with someone. Daming galit sa buhay.

December 30, 2025. Naghuwat na pod ko nga mubuto siya. Ambot oi, udtong dako maglimpyo limpyo dayun maghil hilom. Masuko pag mangutana kung kinahanglan ba og tabang. Haist.

Gising na sya at nasa kwarto lang ako. Ano kaya ang ikakagalit nya sa akin today? Update ko kayo.

I’ve always had a weird relationship with my parents. Yesterday at a parking lot, Mama was so mad at me. I just sat there. I think she’s still mad. So good luck today.

Nangita na pud og bikil ni sya ba.

Places I miss:
1. Ortigas Park
2. Capitol Commons
3. Power Plant Mall
4. Century City Mall
5. Alabang Town Center
6. Alabang West Gate

Bakit kaya? That was almost a decade ago.

Sometimes I hate viewing my friends’ Facebook stories because I am am forced to accept that maybe this is the end of the line for me.

a black everlast punching bag hangs from the ceiling in a garage ALT: a black everlast punching bag hangs from the ceiling in a garage

Today I am my mother’s emotional punching bag.😤

Sometimes I hate Facebook because it reminds me of what a failure I turned out to be.

Sometimes I hate scrolling through LinkedIn. Because I am reminded how much of a failure I am.

Gumagalaw na naman sya habang ako nasa kwarto.
Kanina pa yan naghahanap ng bikil eh.

Maglihok-lihok na pud ka diria sa balay pero di ka mangayp ug tabang dayun kung kapuyon ka, masuko. Haaaaaay.

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Gusto ko tuloy mag-yosi.

Sana umulan ulet ng malakas.

Grabe. Ayoko na.

lol sa akin mo pa isisisi yan.
hahaha
ambot

lol ngayon pa nya naisip maglinis ng kwarto. alas otso na ng gabi. malamang sasabunin ako nito bukas. hay buhay.

Nangit na pud sya og bikil

Namimiss ko na ang mga building ng Metro Manila.
Magdadalawang taon na pala ako dito sa Davao.

Can we also do threads🧵 here?🦋

Lagi syang ganito sa akin.
Nakakapagod.

One of those days where I question my existence. Like why did I survive?

12 years and 5 months na daw kami as a couple; kami pa nga ba? Or neither of us just wants to admit na hindi na kami our loud?

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