Kitty 🔞

I’m tired of feeling like I don’t matter to anyone

Hey friends long time no see here’s a #kittywips of my ongoing minsung royalty series titled ‘Till Death Do Us Part. This new update will be coming soon (finally)

I’m very tired and very fucking sad and my depression is coming back tenfold and I’m kinda just questioning what is even the point of existing anymore lol

It’s genuinely a complete fucking dystopia over here rn. Idk how I’m gonna survive 4 years of this. The repercussions will be felt for the rest of my life. We’re losing rights that will take a century to regain and they’re criminalizing anyone who protests or fights back

I’m honestly just in a constant state of despair and helplessness rn with this administration and there’s just nothing I can do. My entire field is now being targeted as “illegal” bc we work in climate resilience. They’re threatening prison time for working to protect people from natural disasters

They’re also cutting snap, which my org relies on as civil servants bc we’re so underpaid.

They’re threatening to defund any hospital that treat queer patients too. My friend from Texas is fleeing the state bc they’re enacting a bill that outright bans tran people from healthcare, renting, or working in the state at all. And the Supreme Court is expected to overturn gay marriage too

Not allowed to be featured on my jobs website bc I’m considered “too dei” as a queer woman to be in compliance with exec orders, our funding to do our work is constantly getting frozen, and now they’re gonna deforest our national parks so they can turn them into drilling sites.

Everything happening rn with this administration is just making me hate the fucking world rn

The Superhero’s Boyfriend

🕷️ minsung, 5.5k, M
🕷️spider-Han, angst with a happy ending, morally ambiguous vigilantism

Jisung is MInho's soulmate, and Spider-Man. One night, Jisung doesn't come home after a fight with a villain, and Minho breaks. #kittyfics

Link: archiveofourown.org/works/62938519

He’s so precious my poor sad baby :(

Hope you like it :D

An Angel’s Wings

🪽 mnsvng, 10.3k, M
🪽 fallen angels, forbidden love, religious guilt, angst and hurt/comfort

Mnho is banished from Heaven for falling in love with a fellow Angel, Jsvng. Jsvng tries to find a way to bring him back home.

Link: archiveofourown.org/works/62821471
#nsfwstay #kittyfics

// religious guilt / alluded internalized homophobia , minor stigmata (?) / self-inflicted punishment / self harm , angst , angel jsvng and fallen angel mnho

Another snippet of that little story I’m cooking up

#kittywips #nsfwstay

I always forget about this app sigh

// blood and bit of gore / violence , fallen angels , blasphemous themes?

Fueled by rage and spite I am writing yaoi. Here’s a snippet of something I’m cooking

#kittywips #nsfwstay

Fandom is a hobby. It’s for fun. If it’s affecting you that considerably please take a step back. You will be better for it and at least in my experience, you will come back being able to enjoy it so much more.

And it genuinely has changed my perspective and the way I interact with fandom content considerably. I don’t take discourse and drama seriously bc to me, knowing how bad it got in the past, it’s simply not fucking worth it. It LITERALLY does not matter that much.

I ended up forcing myself to delete my public accounts and stayed on a private one, and cut down my screen time considerably for at least 6 months. Doing that alongside finally being free from school stress and going to therapy, I made a significant improvement and in a year I came back.

1000000%. A couple years I had a really, really bad spiral, like at the very end of college, and it was constantly made so much worse bc I got anxiety attacks bc of fandom stuff. The community had gotten so bad at the time, and coupled with my horrible depression, I just had to step back.

Happy holidays friends here’s my onesie I got from my mom

Oop I forgot tags #nsfwstay #kittyfics

I hope you enjoy it 🥺

Someday we will get to it 🫡 and it’ll be the best piece of literature minsung ao3 has ever seen

minho once @milkilino.bsky.social and i are done Hannibal-izing him.

YESSSSSSS

unfit

Minsung, 8.5k
asexual spectrum Jisung, hurt/comfort, relationship trauma, happy ending

Jisung is on the asexual spectrum, and struggles to find a partner who accepts and respects his boundaries with sex. Until he meets Lee Minho.

Link: archiveofourown.org/works/61365886

I wish I had the energy to write :(((((((

How’s it going yall