Coldest

happy for u!!!

you know i hate to say this because im stubborn but egge is really good. like, way better for venting. the following system is mutuals only, the latest feed is actually active, you can tw posts really easily. & you can post to public, mutuals or close friends. i’ll still be here occasionally though

please don’t, h4u

trying to eat noodles

miserable day because of arfid

i can help you

spent some time outside

got a new license plate & it was actually so painless i didn’t have to wait in line & they didn’t charge me the late fee or anything. awesome day

dw i have eaten now, i got cookout! it was very hard for me to eat most of the day & yesterday.

ohhhh so i have arfid lol

gonna lock in w no drugs so i can be employed

i was invited to an event with no follow up & i couldnt get a ticket. my friend apologised, i wish he wouldve sent the link earlier or told me any more info, but i cant help feeling like he didnt really want me there. i was an afterthought. i feel so left out.

ive never had problems with ibuprofen hurting my stomach but its been incredibly bad the past few days

got my car back & i found some extra meds. need to get my current prescription. i will try my best to be happy

dont wanna explain everything that happened but i want to attempt more than ever i’ll probably end up cutting until i can’t anymore. all i can think about is hanging myself

sui sh

the same thing happens to me

i hit it so much on the kitchen cabinet that a piece of it fell off

i hit my head so many times today

sh

the meat thing is not surprising. this is just a day in the life at my dad’s house. he just pointed out the mold YESTERDAY. the engine has been on the table for 7 years.

so my dads been driving a motorcycle so hes not going to the grocery store any time soon, my dads gf & my brother work at restaurants so they have food, im thinking i guess i have to eat some of the frozen meat my dads gf bought even though she’ll be upset, then i look,THE MEAT IS OVER TWO YEARS OLD

🫂

was gonna take a nice long shower but i got too nauseous :/

i cant stop picking at my scalp its so bad

-the opportunity is gone. this plus the state ive been in, now being forcibly isolated with my dads gf in the house who gossips about me within earshot & also mocks me to my face, not being able to see my friend, i feel really hopeless now.

-i feel even more useless now, i cant even take 🐶 to work. they probably have to take lyft now which sucks. its been 2 days, maybe im stressing out about this too much. im just so uncertain of everything now, how long ill be stuck in the house for, its like as soon as i have a new plan-

so ive been stuck in the house since yesterday & it sucks cause i need to go to the grocery store, & i really cant apply for jobs with no transportation, i had something i wanted to pursue -again literally just a job so i dont kill myself, with the school thing not working out-