Permabed Zahnelia 🦈

H-happily will eat them out of stock together and then some side by side,,,t-thank you for liking our own art as well, not just comms,,,

T-thank you,,,*huggs*,,,

P-please,,,

T-thank you,,,w-we don't know what to say,,,thank you for being one of our closest friends,,,

Thank you,,,w-we don't know what to say right other than thank you,,,we cherish all of our close friends and never would want them to feel unwanted or that we aren't thankful f-for everything,,,we promise *huggs*

T-thank you,,,w-we wish we could say more,,,w-we hate being like this and we feel so wrong for wanting to voice our troubles, w-we really appreciate it a-and aren't leaving,,,we just couldn't let it fester anymore,,,i-its just so much,,,

T-thank you,,,w-we are happy to hear we could do that,,,a-and to be your friend as well,,,t-thank you

T-thank you,,,we just f-feel awful,,,it was so demoralizing,,,all we want is to make other people feel wanted and loved,,,we cherish our friends,,,y-you especially,,,it's all we have,,,there's so much going on in our head t-too much to post, just want to feel wanted, and someone's first choice...

We just hurt people more than we help.
Our own art is an abomination, and those were exact words.
Tried to be more social but not only got shunned and ignored but even got asked to leave directly from a place.
Work stress hasn't helped,,,we just keep ruining everything we touch,,,and hurting people

Maybe it's best if we just don't post for a while

Bwehhh,,,thank you >////<

*whimper* and always happy to be sunk into >///<

Looks our permagrowth is still going,,,becoming a blobby planet smothering blob that's forever growing until the entire universe is filled with shark blubber,,,our blushing whimpering face buried and helpless >///<

Amazing ych from @hotcabo1.bsky.social thanks again >///<

Bwehh happy late birthday >//<

T-this is such a dream,,,truly would be so nice just being a pampered blob in like an egyptian temple or platform when we grow too big for it,,,,,,p-please,,,

P-please,,,n-never to come off either >///<

Bweh always happy to talk,,,gonna get some sleep but would love to <3

Bweh,,,,we really appreciate it more than we can say,,,thank you for the offer as well,,,more than ever,,,<3

B-bwehhhh,,,t-thank you <3

We are feeling better now,,,thank you everyone for the kind words and love,,,all of which we always wish to give back in kind and give loving comfort,,,no one should feel left out,,,or alone, and we will always do our best to do that for everyone here who is with us,,,thank you,,,♡

Thank you,,,we hope so too,,,it's just been so disheartening to just get pelted down over and over and over and really just,,,feel like continuing to try isn't worth it anymore,,,

T-thank you,,,we really appreciate it more than we can say,,,*huggs*

T-thank you,,,*huggs*

T-thank you all,,,*huggs*,,,

We don't want to play victim or feel like a downer but it just feels awful to still feel like we are just not wanted,,,being compared to other people and feeling like we will just forever be in other peoples shadows when all we want is a place to call home,,,because we don't have one anymore,,,

We don't want to play victim or feel like a downer but it just feels awful to still feel like we are just not wanted,,,being compared to other people and feeling like we will just forever be in other peoples shadows when all we want is a place to call home,,,because we don't have one anymore,,,

Genuinely just need to vent,,,we haven't truly been happy since Christmas, it feels like all we've done is ruin every friendship we have and what we have worked for with trying to find a home in the community,,,we try and be social and get told to leave...we work 60 hours a week and it's just awful,

Wanted to try and watch a movie today which was great,,,i-its easy when you can be your own couch and relax at home alone sometimes,,,e-even if we can't get out of this position on our own >////<

Patreon reward from @elmont.bsky.social thank you again >////<

Whimpering hard as we watch another plaque get hung up,,,the buffets best employee with "food disposal" wrote on our floor sprawling gut,,this months picture of our helplessly useless blobpaws,,,and turning the massagers on our gut and paws up to max for the entire day as more food pours in,,,

B-bweh,,,f-feels so nice,,,helpless and filling with more all over awfnoawienfo3inf3f