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genuinely whats the point if my mom fucking hates my ass

guys should i relapse and go back to oding again actually

does my mom genuinely hatw me i dont getvit why do you always assume the worst frm me and act like you care about me why do you treat meblike im crazy wht did i ever do to you mom

abc to stay🙁

nno..

im trying to get better and i AM btw but paranoia and delusions gotta be my worst enemies i cant stop it idk

naked dudes

how do u stop being paranoid ahahahha i want to delete all my social media accountns imnso fucking scared

my classmates pmo so bad actually😅😅and my moms thinks i really have a fg bro everyone in the class hates me

joy!!! whimsy !!!

also my goal is to stay less on social media too tbh. and play less games.

im hoping i stay clean this whole year

i lost so much but im still here yo💥💥

i dont talk abt it much but even tho i sometimes vent on here im actually feeling alot better then before. 2 months ago
iv healed sm actully and thats honestly so great iv been clean for those 2 months too
and i stopped thinking about suicide entirely its crazy

wait why am i around her again

I MISS MY BUNNY☹️

you either win in life or you dont i already know what my future is gonna look like i give up honestly

ofc this is all worthless to talk about and i should just suck it up like everyone else does bc gen who gaf

im such a waste of space holy shit😭 i have 1year left before i go to college and i still have no will to even do shit right

what do you guys genuinely do when you have no passion or will to do anything good in your life iv been thinking about this for months i literally dont want to do anything idk

the problem isnt even my parents or the years of abuse i endured its genuinely just me im the reason im like this

last time was so painful but thats because i didnt take enough pills

i miss oding👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

life boring asl i wanna get worse

ill. actually miss her alot even tho she kindof hates me prob😭 lol.

they already thought to give mw a new pet i can take care of instead of a bunny, due to my circumstances.

Ok i admit im pretty oblivious and ignorant when ut comes to having a pet. my bunny kyoko cant stay with me when my family cant afford much on her ig

i usually get rlly stressed out talking to so many people at the same time and ik this isnt gonna change anytime soon so i wanna js take a break and chillax for realzies guys

i should take a break from here again tbh. ill keep in touch with only a few of my friends but thats rlly it i dont like social media that much

im a horrible perosn i deserve all of tgis