that was such a fucked up initially-convincing situation and then everything slowly went off the rails when it started becoming a story
11.03.2026 11:24
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that was such a fucked up initially-convincing situation and then everything slowly went off the rails when it started becoming a story
that dream SUCKED ASS
like people are gonna be posting this image unironically as a google doc link
I think there are a lot of people related to my former social circle who need to reevaluate their relationship with the internet
Cooling Down
i guess with the other non-fictives they mostly named themselves off vibes
ayase isnt even my name so i cant answer this lol
i eeped and now i better 🥰 wow so true!!
note to self: had a mental health spiral in the preceding hour. do not forget to speak to our therapist about tonight
when i said "she's in my head there's no separation" i meant that she was completely out of reach btw. the fronter has zero access to the rest of the system at present and hasn't had it for years. that's why i'd rather be dreaming
if i was just deluded this whole time and accidentally induced fake plurality (arguably that doesn't exist but whatever) it'd be sin of the highest order
luca piped up with a very very quiet "i am real" as i typed this but i never hear from her otherwise. man idk anymore
i'm not sure i really am a plural system anymore. ayase/ethan could be explained if i just had bpd. the question i guess is whether yura is real or some kind of spiritual delusion
as someone who's been a system for 5+ years you'd think i would be more used to this...
i keep forgetting yura isn't a "real" person, like i keep wanting to pick my phone up and message her and talk to her but she's in my head there's no separation
⚜️ Yura (she/they), fusion of Yuri and Homura
i love miss yura
why does embracing my evil self no longer work
should i make a tulpa of alina gray
i am so dissociated and overstimulated and i walked into work 5 minutes ago. i really would love to properly switch with sayaka instead of this phantom presence crap happening
I don't enjoy being depressed and/or suicidal when those momentary bouts strike me
The purpose of this website is to help unburden your brain by releasing horrible sentences that live in there like demons
it hasn't even been two months and 2026 is already shaping up to be worse than 2025 in most respects
im like if homulilly was a human being and was also correct about how she felt about herself
i have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me but i thought the first picture was the "after" one at first and i also thought it was mini-B like on the dualshock 3 😭😭
dude who keeps deciding the people in my dreams and the weird shit that happens in them. that one wasn't even a proper nightmare it just sucked ass
it's really obvious that I'm faking the aesthetic on my main
oh its EXTRA strong now what the fuck...
happening again
...actually i keep saying this but we havent heard from her since october when she first showed up. so. maybe that doesn't count