its funny bc as soon as i made this friend i remembered that i lowkey hate socializing and being around people oops. i was acting lonely as if this isn't self inflicted.. i have since ghosted her 😭😭😭
lowkey just can't allow myself to be happy (highkey)
i'm up to devious activities. unfortunately it seems like i'll never change lawl
wow i want to die
i'm getting back into playing piano after years. lowkey scary but i need something to look forward to or i will actually die. i'm excited tho i'm buying my keyboard on friday 😛
chose happiness for once and decided to drop my calculus class. thank god 🙏
what they don't know is that i actually don't even want to live another day 💗💗 i l've spent my whole life wanting to die before 18
i joked to my family that i don't want to live past 25. apparently thats not normal and now they're concerned about me
i still miss my ex from 2 years ago. does it ever get better 😭
my heart goes out to every soldier that didn't eat a burger for national cheeseburger day. unfortunately i was fat and greedy and did eat a burger for national cheeseburger day 🥀
i was fr considering switching majors but i refuse to give up bc i have the will of feminism and misandry (mostly misandry) behind me and i WILL be a woman in stem and i WILL be smarter than the men in this field no matter what
i cannot function unless i have at least 200mg of caffeine in my system
i'm dumb and only got a blurry photo of this froyo but omg it was so good
i finished my math exam but i'm like 90% sure i failed it was so bad omfg
why is everyone so much better at this than me 😭
i know i should stop seeing life as a competition but like damn i'm really the world's #1 loser
i'm so anxious omg i need to die
will this ache never heal?
i cannot cope with the idea of having a mundane life
studying for my exam and realizing im actually just an idiot and don't know how to do anything 🥀🥀🥀
me when i don't clean a cut before bandaging it and then i start hallucinating the bacteria crawling around underneath my skin
cat in doctor clothes (super smart)
yo i found this picture of you 😲
i hope you're okay...🤞
for context i broke up w her bc shes a pathological liar and unsuccessfully unfaithful (nobody else wants her) (i wonder why) (lmao) (shes also into cannibalism) (wtf)
broke up w my ex like a month ago and she is still texting me begging for me back & now shes saying shes "dying" acting like these are her final words to me. this goes on for like 100 more messages with different crazy shit before too 😭 at what point do i just block her
wdym i don't "e4t enough"
i ate. boots the house down
what are you talking about?
i need my fyp to look like this 🤞
i got to 24hr and then ate like 1000000cal of chocolate cake 🥀 just big and greedy
tomorrow i will study and do all of my homework... maybe........
i started back on my antidepressants like a week ago and they've made me so unbelievably tired all i do is sleep
