sunny .✦ ݁˖

waiting for this hydroxyzine to knock me the fuck out so i can get some sleep finally

self love poem i am the language of water nymphs and the flavor of love honey glides through my veins and milk rains from above i am the smell before rainfall and the sound of the winds i find myself again and am introduced with a grin i am the feeling of the sun warming your face i am sugar, i am powder, i am coffee, i am lace i am the dancing fingers of first love's caresses and i am mine before i am anyone else's.

was randomly reminded of this poem i wrote in college

i think i might have strep throat 🤕🤕 please everyone pray for me

im so sick and in so much pain that im crying :’( it’s the worst kind of sick

noah kahan is going to destroy me with his new album

so ill pray for you
be in pain for you
i’ll leave the porch light on
heartbroken each morning
when it’s me who turns it off
so it goes so it goes so it goes so it goes so it goes

i want a cigarette but my throat hurts too bad 😫😫

sick today :(

this user wants to lay down in a field of flowers for a bit

feeling awful tonight but looking forward to the week ahead

a painting of a stuffed frog webkinz. there is pink detailing around it, at the markers used to make the drawing are at the top of the image

i drew this webkinz frog yesterday too :3

#art #frog #webkinz

You know me, I let you I’ve got you in my ear It’s so brief, I’ve met you And you’ll forget I was ever here Oh, you’ll forget, you’ll forget, you’ll forget

been watching sesame street

played a lot of mahjong today

or is that just me

does anybody else have a pinterest board which is basically the very essence of their soul

first day of therapy today 🫥

FUCK WASPS ALL WASPS DIE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!

kolache + marlboro red for breakfast feeling like a true texan

dreamie hunting for julia this week 🤞my large beautiful transgender bird

signed up for piano lessons :’)

shakshuka with peas and four eggs in a copper pan

shakshuka in a blue bowl over rice

i made shakshuka tonight

i will never try to love again Look at what ive done to the world. never again never ever again

nobody can wait to rid themselves of me, it must be such a relief to have me gone

i wish the love I gave was the love I received. im going to stop trying forever

im not important to anybody and haven’t been in a long time

i feel so wildly unimportant

Infographic I did not make. Pink and covered in different patterned hearts. It reads “sending love to those” and then lists a bunch of reasons: “grieving their valentine, coming out of a toxic relationship, separated from their valentine, going through a divorce, processing a divorce, feeling alone today”

Happy Valentine’s Day sweet friends 💞 I typically spend this holiday alone, so I am sending all the love to everyone in the same boat (whatever the reason may be).

rainy valentines

everything is so different now and im not ok and sometimes i worry if i ever will be again