Life has been so busy, found out my insurance doesn't cover surgery I need, we're barely getting by and things are so bleak. Sorry for being so slow, I'm not doing good as usual
I'm not sure. Right now, the thought of drawing makes me feel horrifically sad and angry. I miss it being a source of fun and happiness, instead of a job and a chore. It all comes down to I miss feeling happy. I won't go public about it but I'm struggling to keep going, and coms doesn't help.
I have decided, after knowing how things end up next month, I will either keep coms open or close them for good. I am no longer happy doing art and I have not been for a while now, it clearly isn't a career for me, I don't even draw for myself anymore. So, that being said, I MAY still do adopts.
Once I finish all I owe I think I'm taking a break from art as long as I possibly can 😞
sorry for being so behind on everything I've high key been trying not to kms
I have so much to catch up on commission wise and my brain wants me to constantly be on edge and try to kms that i cant even focus on drawing cause it brings me no fucking JOY anymore im ripping my hair out. Take me out back like ol yeller
HOW DO YOU BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ART BLOCK GENUINELY IM GONNA SNAP MY PEN IN HALF
for new years I've been sick as a fucking dog man
Anyways, all this to be vulnerable and say thank you, to everyone who was there for me and helped me this yr. I hope I can make it to next yr. I want to make everyone proud of me, for once
The past few yrs have been pretty fucking horrible honestly, it keeps getting harder and harder to keep going, and most days I don't think I even can anymore. I keep going for my friends and family, but I wish I could for myself ykwim.
please let next year not be absolute torture on my psyche and health next yr bc I'm 99% dead at this point no joke. I don't have cancer but at the cost of having every other thing go wrong with me and my body and mind. anyway. i also hope I can draw more next yr...i wanted to so, so bad this yr.
I'd appreciate any RT on this, works gotten slow and I have $50 to last until January 😅 thank you!
im so rusty it pisses ME AWFFFF fuck lmfao
yeah i like my canvas being for fucking ANTS
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doodling to cheer myself up cuz ive been rotting for a week
Hi! Commissions are open again!💗
vgen.co/PinkinStitches
#vgen #commissions #art
gonna post this by itself also. idk if I'm gonna make them an adopt or keep yet lol
#art #oc
gonna post this by itself also. idk if I'm gonna make them an adopt or keep yet lol
#art #oc
>_< I wanted to wait longer before opening them but ! we ball
Hi! Commissions are open again!💗
vgen.co/PinkinStitches
#vgen #commissions #art
I came back and then ended up on a 2 week 'vacation but not really vacation' so i'm back again lol 😭
a com!
#commission #nsfw #vgen
I'm back with a vengeance
#pokemonza #pokemon #corbeau #clodsire
ain't nothing getting between me and a baconator iktfr
Under the sun
#RDR2 #RDR2oc
I have accepted in my heart I am mid and thats ok. I need to learn to love to draw again and not care abt what others think
this is a WIP ignore everytyhing wrong with it thanks
im breakingh this art block i swear to god
