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yeah 😭 its cool stuff dont get me wrong but it hurts my brain to think about which doesnt make it very helpful art advice

in my notes i just wrote 'elevate the mundane' which i guess is getting at the same thing

reads like any real analysis of art and goes ohhh nevermind im not smart enough for this

the dough is chilling now :D

i also dont have a rolling pin or a cup without a handle that i can use instead. we stay silly

a better question is do you think i can mix flour and cold butter without a food processor and while effectively watching the ending of twin peaks the return or am i going to have a horrible afternoon

is today the day i make puff pastries 🤨

yeah i have a lot of gripes with cyberpunk as a game and as a scifi story and as a terribly botched attempt at representation but the v & silverhand stuff is very fun

not necessarily related to the first post but she is so nanami to me. cant be the rose bride cant be the prince

like the cognitive dissonance required to find out what your father's business really is and then decide to try and become a part of it anyway because it's your only path towards embodying a particular kind of power that you keep being drawn to (cooper, jack) yet that you can never have is crazy

i know one of her big moments is getting excited that women can be agents but that was also one of my big moments as a kid w/ scientists and look how that turned out

hmmmmm. transmasc audrey horne

fellas drop everything , cancel all your plans and take your girl to this . and i Fucking Guarantee she will nut you off

shoutout to people who actually feel and experience gender directly for me its more 'the less i try to think about it the more it manifests as some guy in the periphery of my brain that im trying not to acknowledge'

personally i think theres suppressed transmasc v potential with how the silverhand story goes so thats what im doing in my head with my v. but i dont think most people get that reading out of it and thats fine

my friend really wanted me to play cyberpunk because it helped her with gender euphoria but unfortunately for me female v is just cooler by like a million percent

me: i need to be kind to myself. i am going to go to the grocery store and look at the flowers and think about which ones i might buy in the future. that would be nice

my dreams: YOU FORGOT YOU HAVE PLANTS TO WATER AND YOU DIDNT WATER THEM FOR 10 MILLION YEARS AND THEY DIED. YOURE A BAD PERSON

LOL it does look like that.... and maybe its right sometimes too

yoooo that sounds sick! mine was a butterfly and i made sure to put it in a spot where it doesn't get bumped lol

feels kind of good finishing a model build im starting to get the appeal. this one was a gift and im not spending money on more but it was nice

feeling better is so dangerous i have a bit of energy left after a grocery run and i feel a brisk wind kick up and hear geese in the distance and i start contemplating what would happen if i just started running in a random direction and never looked back

not sure why i think twin peaks is saving anybody especially me

twin peaks intro save me from cramps

also maybe im just too adjacent to male spaces to find the idea that men being weak or submissive others them from masculinity like... interesting lmao. i love video games but the casual pervasiveness of this mindset is so fucking irritating so no i dont really find it subversive

genuinely how do the concepts of 'men' and 'women' even develop if reproduction is governed by alpha/beta/omega genders. why would the concept of a 'stronger/aggressive' gender vs a 'weaker/submissive' gender develop separately from the alpha/omega dichotomy. shouldn't it matter as little as height

i just dont get why male/female gender roles even came into being separately from alpha/omega. how does that work on a worldbuilding level unless this just magically happened to humans one day like quirks. what do 'man' and 'woman' even Mean in this kind of setting

disclaimer again that this is not aimed at people who genuinely just find it hot its @ the people who like to extol upon how it can be used as some deep metaphor for misogyny. i dont even disagree depending on the author i just dont think its well thought out

the hours during work where i have to wait for code to run are the most dangerous because its just long enough that my mind wanders and just short enough that i can't actually Do anything, productive or otherwise. anyway im confused about omegaverse again

honestly thats not even the problem i dont think fixing your literary diet can be done by just adding a couple authors to the mix. theres so many books out there it makes me dizzy. not even getting into how helpful & inspiring it is to read beyond the genre(s) you want to write in

this is an invalid hater moment because i havent even read his books but whats up with tumblr users who are like 'ugh yes read other books!! read t3rry pr4tchett!!' every time the discussion about tumblr's narrow tastes come up like okay can we get a third series in rotation maybe