Okay WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS GOING ON WITH PLURAL APPS
OCTOCON I LITERALLY JUST SWAPED TO YOU AND GOT USED TO YOU
(Note: I do get that it must be hard to keep up with this stuff I wish the creator the best going forward I'm just upset rn)
Monster hunter stories 3 comes out tomorrow
Yayyyyyy
Im sick but will still be up playing (for maybe an hour, i feel like shit after all)
To add to this, reading emotions can do the same. I do a lot of writing so it can help with that.
I guess the only problem is my own emotions overriding those, primarily my depression. I also have Alexithymia which doesn't make it easier.
Also it isn't just visually seeing their emotions that make me feel it, its also hearing them that make me feel it which is probably why I love music so much!
I honestly was like "Oh well it can't be that bad we'll all teenagers so our teacher won't show us anything that bad" then got slammed in the face will a bunch of bricks (not literally)
I did do damage control as much as I could, I put in my loops and didn't look at the screen. Also can I mention that everyone in that classroom were either 14 or 15 like why the fuck were we watching that??? That to me is a M rated movie (it has direct nudity it in from what I remember)
I could literally feel those emotions, and it was fucking terrible (also yes I know what they went through was worse, I'm not putting my emotional pain above theirs I'm just talking about my experiences).
So anyways next class I'm crying in math, which luckily was my favorite class.
So story time. When I was in english class, we had to watch the Anne Frank movie. Makes sense, but we had to have forms signed if we didn't want to watch the movie. So I didn't get those forms signed and had to watch it. So then income all the scenes of fear, sadness, anger, and other emotions. (1)
For me my own emotions can override the mirrored emotions if strong enough (examples if parents are mad and I'm scared, I will probably feel both, but probably more scared in that situation.)
I have a story about this condition from one of my English classes that I'll write in another post.
For me there are a few ways that helped me
1. Focusing on another emotion
2. Daydreaming until you can't pay attention to reality anymore (probably not healthy btw)
I feel like a condition that doesn't get talked about enough is Mirror Emotion Synesthesia
Most places I looked just flat out say its not real, which isn't true.
I experience this (I dont understand it in the moment very well though)
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I feel like shit >O<
Im scared of being sick
I hate this
Still can't sleep but I can daydream now
Yayyyy
Surprisingly drinking water is helping idk how that works
Im being autistic and I don't like it
Like what do you mean even touching the air is overstimulating (with every body part that is touching the air)
Since I rotated my bed my brain is hating the change (my back likes it tho since it doesn't hurt as much)
I can't daydream which means I can't sleep.
I cleaned my bed and moved the caved in side to the side I dont sleep on (with some external help ofc)
I got my first hate comment on tiktok a few days ago!!
It was a picture of someone yelling larp (context: it was on our system intro post)
I don't get why people post these things when the comment will just be deleted anyways (and laughed at).
Aaaaaaaaaa
My pookies came out of dormancy!!!!!!!!!!!
I love them all so much
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Simply Plural servers are shutting down in June
Luckily Octocon is easy to set up
Don't really like that it used to be anti-endo and probably went endo neutral to have more users and/or supporters but it works well so I don't really care too much.
I did a photo shoot with Cleffable (*^▽^)/★*☆♪
I think its because they think there is no point. If they just laugh then they feel happy, rather than stressed or hopeless in trying to help.
So they laugh, because nothing matters.
I think this is where the "elation" is in the general population right now.
(2)
I have a theory for hsr
I think that the ones who believe to follow elation actually follow the nihility.
Think about it, why do they stand around when people are fighting and are actually hurt, not just friendly games? (1)
I hate my parents
They spoil me that is the only reason I stay
My mom is in jail, my dad almost went to jail too
I don't want to be involved, I'm a fucking minor and I don't break any laws
Im scared of jaywalking if that says anything.
They are giving me the house. Thats the only reason I'm staying.
Ash from pokemon is transage
He's perma 10 during the duration of the show.
(This is a headcanon btw, i know he stays 10 because its mainly a children's show)
"DUDE THIS IS NOT A DREAM IM AM HERE INSIDE THE CREAM CHEESE"
My partner and my tiktok for you page have been spamming this song
Why is everyone turning into a system /j
I found out that a family member of mine has DID (maybe OSDD? It was specified to be disordered plurality but the disorder name wasn't specified)
Also for this member, I predicted it.
I asked them and they said no at Christmas (I didn't tell them about us).
