You just reminded me of pumpkins made to look like they're vomiting.
02.10.2025 12:22
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You just reminded me of pumpkins made to look like they're vomiting.
Clearly on my 40th birthday in a few years I should make sure it is a terrible day. When I had my 30th it was a good day but then it all went to shit. The idea is that if I start off my 40s terribly maybe it'll swing back to being a good decade of my life! XD
Perhaps I should stop trying...
I could have gone to a con this weekend but wasn't feeling for it a month ago so decided to stay home instead. Still got the days off from work to work on myself personally.
So far I've gotten some repairs done on my vehicle, cleaned up my bedroom and slowly working room by room.
On a daily basis I keep wondering what keeps me going right now. And I honestly couldn't tell ya! I'm still around I guess.
Another day, another rawr!
Oh boy, only two days in so far this week. Just 3 more days then weekend again! Ugh! XD
Weekend is over. Back to the weekly work grind...
I'm awake which means it is time to rawr! Today's schedule is to be a lazy derg! Rrrhhhhrrawrrrrrrrr!
In more recent news. I have gotten my vehicle repaired. Paid absolutely nothing for it! Hopefully it'll be another 10+ years before I have another vehicle accident that isn't my fault!
It windy outside! Guess that's my hatchday present! Wiiiind! Weeeeeee!
Emotions feel so raw these days. To feel so beaten down and drowning in sorrow. Not exactly sure what keeps me going right now honestly! Surviving, existing... it's all I can do right now...
Rawr!
Anxiety attacks are just not fun. I'm just laying in bed and all of sudden I just have this impending doom feeling mixed with anxiousness. Not to mention the dizziness involved. Everything just feels wrong! Usually goes away after 30 minutes however it definitely isn't a great feeling!
Don't mind me. Just going to rawr loudly!
Dreams sure do be weird at times. Then again life can be a bit weird too so guess it lines up!
So ready to escape work right now. Running on not much sleep today ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Getting my car repaired early next month woo!
1 week and 6 days later finally got the other auto insurance to admit 100% it is their driver's fault for the accident. Now can move on to picking a shop and getting an appointment set up!
I would prefer if I didn't dream anymore. A reminder of something I can't change keeps appearing in them. It gets tiring honestly. **Sighs**
Well least I got the claim process going for my vehicle damage. Hopefully everything goes smoothly to get it repaired and I get compensated properly.
Yeah I'm fine physically. Mentally not so much! Almost made it ten years without an accident. Last one wasn't my fault either! So now I have to fear roundabouts on top of red lights! XD
Well this was dumb to happen. I'm alright. Back home now but still just going "All it takes is just the right moment for someone to fuck up." No fault accident.
I still can't believe it snowed here last week and actually stuck around for a couple days XD
There'll be one day where I have had enough. And disappear for a good while or even forever. For now I am here.
I got this music stuck on my mind when I wake up in the mornings the past week.
youtu.be/lB1YbwNibco?...
Fell asleep for a few hours. Woke up feeling anxious. Hate when this happens. *Sighs*
Yeah they like to torment me when I get home from work. Then it gets briefly disrupted when I go to work. Unfortunately work is the break I get from it! XD
List of things on my mind at night:
Am I just a terrible person?
How'd I get in this situation?
Will I be dead tomorrow?
More work!
Am I burned out on video games?
Why'd I eat that pizza?
I need to make more money somehow!
Why doesn't anyone talk to me?
It's gotta be because I'm a terrible person!
Work was hectic today. Shut down for two days and all hell breaks loose! XD