amadeo

i love women so much

content, happy even :) & all i needed was a few days not worrying about work

i dont give a FUCK if you cold, put on a damn sweater!!!!!!!

if i have to wake up sweating one more fucking time dude...

universe blessing me with an early day off work YAY YAYYYYY I LOVE MANIFESTING A BETTER REALITY FOR MYSELF AN EPIC GRIS WIN 🥇

i just feel so fucking STUPID lately !!!!

im so fucking stressed & overworked that im still teetering on that breakdown but im so fucking close to catching a decent break, like i just gotta get through this week haahaahahahahaha

theres nothing wrong with wanting more out of your one life but idk braj unless youre born into some insane generational wealth or something, its hard to think how youre meant to foster such a future.

what dystopic time we live in when i gotta see a "male loneliness epidemic" paired with "ai women who won't say no" like what tf is going on braj

warm take: sooner we accept this push for genai is another step towards all out class warfare, the sooner we can start dragging the 1% out of their homes & beating them to death with hammers

no problem! was meant to be lighthearted

ftr none of this was meant to be negative

im realizing this means a few different things to different people

i mean like inviting them to hang out or write with ect. & them just not having the time vs me just thinking theyre shy. does that make sense?

i dont want this interpreted as an ageist thing so all im saying is it makes a lot of sense given what the demands of being 40 be like.

i be like "damn oomf shy as hell" then find out theyre 40

you might have pronouns but you will never be a good person.

yeah i still think about those people who blindly sided with a white persons perspective about me & to this day still have me blocked + interact with mutuals.

it takes a lot to remain a gentle person in a world like this.

i wish i could stop absentmindedly clenching my fucking jaw all the time so i can stop wondering why my head is killing me by the end of the day

600 hrs in nightreign felt like a fever dream braj

braj i simply yap about imaginary people & can feel my strength return. oc's are so powerful.

sleeper agent activated seeing this

dawg

took a long time to get here but glad its not fleeting

thankful the love i have for myself & my close ones supersedes any bad feelings i might have about trivial shit

motorcycle accident on the 20th, news just came out a day or two ago

cannot imagine my life without mastodon dude holy fuck its not a whole lotta musicians passing that could affect me but god damn, rest in peace

no fucking way brent hinds passed away dawg what the fuck

figures there'd be maint the moment i wanna pose :pensive: