seine, your local mongrel

silence, homo titty man

im legally allowed to drink 10 tallboys and grind path of exile in a lucid state today

die

At least, the last time I played sage was during AVD and man, I cannot for the life of me do 2nd fight mechanics while microchecking my teammates' HP with the amount of chip damage. with scholar I can just use my skills without worrying too much + deploy means I get to delete one mechanic to heal

panhaima lasts for 15 seconds? seraph lasts for ~50 if delayed properly
zoe? recitation is better in a pinch + no MP cost
pure healing throughput? one pneuma and you're done (worse without zoe). I have seraphism + e.tactic for 20 seconds.
increasing max eHP? protract dissipate critlo (+ tank skill)

I've realized that maybe i'm just really bad at playing sage lmao
It's fun and all but I've been playing scholar for quite a long time it's actually hard to switch between playing both kits to a decently proficient degree.

fair point, I'd think it'd feel like a trip down memory lane when you eventually check your pp history

i'm also a curious lil guy but sometimes i scroll and see a full on face pic and i'm like, hm, do you know your bare face is online......

do

do people know telegram saves their profile picture history so people can scroll through your old profile pictures from the beginning of time

I take care to delete my profpic history because I hate the clutter + I don't want people to know my 5 failed crops and retries but

yeah

idk. i have a migraine, just dumping my thoughts out.

art is joy and suffering
go study

to add to this; instead of having a rigid 1-2-3 process, I like to approach every piece of drawing freely. Use a different tool and technique depending on what the final product needs to be. Do I need a highly detailed technical drawing, or a foggy dreamlike scene? it differs everytime.

I'm not sure if I rely too much on reaching a 'flow state'. Some days your mind doesn't work, and you can't render shit. some days, your mind and logic flows in perfect tandem, and creates a vivid image of your final piece in your brain, just waiting to be printed out on your canvas.

-I wonder how people would think when I show them my brute-forced, seemingly randomized approach to art.
I'm sure I can explain my thought process through every section of my drawings, but when I get divine inspiration or get possessed i'm sure it's harder to be taken as proper reasoning.

which also gets me thinking; my way of drawing is pretty opposite and unintuitive from what people usually understand when it comes to digital art (usual lineart-color-shading-finishing process). And in a world where AI allegations are being thrown around like hotcakes-

In a way, I'd always brute force my way through art. I don't think I have the patience to do a perfect lineart layer, bucket fill in a separate layer, overlay shadows in another; if my lineart is off, i'd just paint over it. If my edgework is bad, then I'd paint over it. paintovers are my flex tape.

simultaneously, I don't think I do well when it comes to consistency in my processes. I get that having a streamlined workflow would help (especially in high-turnover comm work), but at the end of it all, I feel like it's just a means to get to an end.

would I streamline my workflows? not really

it's tiring to grasp an esoteric approach when it comes to drawing, but when everything instinctively comes together it's really satisfying

established artists who's been drawing well but suddenly uses ai is like eating at a michelin star restaurant but you find smeared shit on the edge of the plate. like sure it's like a one time thing, maybe the chef wiped his ass too far up but but I don't think I'll be going back to that restaurant

to sleep or to binge path of exile like an irresponsible adult and thus exacerbating my already busy schedule

fuck

tldr i let demons possess me and move my pen all by itself and when i come to i have to deal with the consequences of my demonic actions (unintelligible scribbly sketches)

A lot of my ideation process stems from long, idle internalization of the commission prompts and all of a sudden, urethra! i see a vision and i decide to put it down on paper

which is really bad when i need to force a pose out or iterate on designs intentionally, truly my kryptonite

definitely not procrastinating on work playing sts2

best usage of the dual screen technology tbh, we'll never see peak like it ever again

also the only version acceptable for TWEWY is the DS version i will not be taking any rebuttals

this is kinda cute
dropping e33 from the list because it feels like a low hanging fruit for now (go play french game)

masya'allah sister minnie

another variant dungeon callouts:

duck crab horse BOMB
make a swastika
if you're straight go right
im straight im straight
open hole to the boss
good luck boys

endfield is conditioning me to use my right mouse button as an 'undo' key everywhere this is so wilted rose emoji

Updated Base Shyvana splash

why are there so many things happening in march i need to lock in