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YEEESSSSS IM GOING TO LEARN HOW TO PAY "NAVIGATING" ON DRUMSSSSSSS LETSGOOO
im going to die bcz its SO FAST

Thank you so much!!🥺💓🙏

OH REALLY 🥺🥺💓💓

Thank you so much!! If we do, I'll make sure my mom makes a super cool video with something other than the top of my head lmao!!🥺🥺💖💖
And thank you so much for all your words of support and love, you made my day the happiest one!!😭😭💗💓💞💕💞💞💗💓💘💗💘

Of course!! Dont know if it will be tøp again haha
If my teacher (he's bassist) ask me, what song I would like to learn next I will humbly offer "Navigating" to him🥰🥁🥁🥁

OH MY GOSH WHYYYY 😭😭😭😭 THANK YOU SO SO MUCH OMG YOU MAKE ME SMILE SO HARD IM CRYING😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖

AWWWW THANK YOU SO MUCH I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE ITTTT 😭😭😭💖💖💖
And AHAAHHSJA LMAO YES when I checked this video first time I was like "...mom why..." and then everything gets better but still..
And Im glad you liked this silly parody of the lyrics🥰🥰💖💖

Here you go!! It could be better, but huh who cares
and I just ran from the stage in the end in great shame I was SO ashamed Goddamn😞

THANK YOUUUU IM CRYING
I soooo appreciate your words, really!!💖💖💖
Yes, of course!! I can show you the video! Just dont mind the lyric, its... eehhh... just some random words that pretty close to actual lyric😃 we were just having fun
And we're Russians so dont mind the pronouns either 🙏🙏

Im so happy that I performed. Im actually living for my dream-goal of starting a band and playing drums all my life. And this concert was like a little part of making this dream come true!! I wanna perform more sooo baaad🥁🥁🥁

All day I was really disappointed in myself, complaining to my friend like "it was sooo baaad I ruined everythiiiing" and he was comforting me (my sweetie)
And at the end of the day I watched video my mom made and... It was so good!! I really played it so cool!! none of my mistakes were visible!!

And THEN BAM!! PERFORMANCE!!! I was SO nervous that I forgot to enjoy ourselves (wich I regret sm)
Our singer.. Didnt give a damn lmao. He was REALLY enjoying himself and sang some random words instead of actual lyric. There was one moment were I forgot the rhythm. We all made mistakes, actually

THANKS FOR ASKING!!!!
so, I was really nervous (stupid anxiety disorder) bcz it was my first performance on stage in like EIGHT YEARS💯 so I almost died with anxiety
my family and best friend came to support me (i love them sm)
we actually changed many things in this song so it would be easier

Thank you so much for asking and caring!! I appreciate it soooo much🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖

So for the last month, I've been enjoying the weather, learning to play the drums and preparing for my first performance, painting and going to a therapist. I really improved in my mental health due to the fact that I dropped out of school

Oh, uh.. how should I answer this question lmao?...
well, at the end of April, I dropped out of my school without graduating, because it became too hard for me (and by "too hard" I mean panic attacks every day in it😃)
so my parents and I decided that it would be better this way. and it really is!!

Oh hey!! Thanks for asking 🥺
I feel better rn, really. Much more better!!💖💖🙏🙏

oh.. No, I'm not. The drum kit is very expensive and I don't have the opportunity to buy it. but in the place where I study, I can come and play there on my own and train :D

Thank youuuu🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖

So, I've been learning to play the drums for six months now and this has become my main goal and reason to live🥺
And on May 31st, I'll have my first concert!! I will be performing with "Tear in my heart" :0
Gosh, so much responsibility.. I'm scared as hell, but I'm sooo excited!!
#twentyonepilots

and i will say that we should take a day to break away from all the pain our brain has made, the game is not played alone.

thank yoouuu🥺🥺💕💕

Oh thank you🥺❤️‍🩹 yeah, I am. I called my friend, who calms me down during panic attacks, which have been happening to me very often lately😃 So I felt better🥰

AWWW THANK YOU😭😭💖💖

I ran out of pencil rods at school, I panicked because I couldn't live in school without drawing, and then I remembered that I had a pen (it took all my pen, so I had to write in red in the next lessons (and then I had a panic attack for no reason lmao)

It's obviously best for them to turn their guns to a fist

#cliqueart #twentyonepilots #clique #twentyonepilotsart

WOW OH MY GOSH THANK YOU SO MUCH IM SO HAPPY😭😭😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖💖

justify my debut here as an artist
recently received a graphic tablet from sibling for an indefinite amount of time :D
I love Sayori💖
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