Gootsberry (ready for Spring 🌷)

I don't have to go to work tomorrow 😎👉👉

Hee hoo.

Trauma! !

Ahhhhh I hate this country and its no health insurance if you're poor :(

Bummed bc world bad and my capacity is limited.

Was du liebst, lass los
Was du liebst, lass frei
Es wird wieder kehren
So es Liebe sei

Shockingly little has been reported on this, and it legitimately makes my blood boil. Most Americans don't even know the cultural and historical value for Iran that our govt is destroying.

I genuinely don't feel like I can participate in the capitalist system anymore, it's fucking almost killed me like a dozen times now. I need to heal.

I legit don't feel like I can handle anything rn tbh. My executive functioning is fried. I'm tired. I prob have CPTSD. I've never worked on my trauma ever. I've always just pushed thru, til it finally became unsustainable. It's hard for me to admit. I'm someone with huge ambitions, but I can't do it

Like.

18 years of verbal and narcissistic abuse from parents

4 years of extreme food insecurity and no health insurance in college

First 5 yrs of work = work bully playing psychological games w me

Next 3 = abusive boss

Next 5 = get close to mgr who then abandoned me & threw me under the bus

I'm traumatized and dead inside lads

4.2 years if I get a disability exception on my 401k 😬👍

It's not that I'm anti-work, it's just that I went from having a work bully to having an abusive boss to having a boss who I got too close to and then she completely abandoned me, And that is A Lot of fucking trauma over the course of 12 years that I've just never really processed.

I'm traumatized !

Calculating exactly how long I can go without working lol.

(but it's bc I'm excited about the subject and want to share and not bc I'm doubting the other person's knowledge)

(also apologies if I came across as Jewsplaining, Judaism/Jewish culture is one of my hyperfocused interests so I kind of dump information on people when I'm not being mindful)

No I think it's shortly after birth at the baby naming/brit milah, but I don't know everything about all Jewish customs worldwide. It's kinda cool to see it as a tradition carried on throughout the world, whether you're a Jew in America or a Jew in Iran.

synagogue in Boston, & it was the Kiddush ceremony in honor of this family's grandmother. Everyone in the room was speaking Persian. It was quite an interesting and immersive experience, having studied it in undergrad.

arrives & the Third Temple is built. Admit I don't understand it too well tho.

As for Iranian Jews, that's interesting to know. My old apartment bldg was owned by an Iranian Jewish family & each contact had both a Persian & Hebrew name. Maintenance was Arash/Yosef. One time I went to the Sephardic

Hmm this account is interesting. Not much info on them online, but they seem to be Orthodox antizionists, which, in my understanding, isn't terribly uncommon. However their reason for antizionist beliefs generally lies in the Torah prohibiting Jewish rule in Eretz Israel/Palestine until Moshiach

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I'm p good at it too

Ig my main goal in life rn is not to spend money.

!!

What if we sit with good posture

What if we contact Baku Music Academy about their balaban program?

What if we browse real estate listings in Baku?

Necə qəmliyəm bu gün.

Yale's Egyptology program tho 👀👍