Having anxiety is a bitch. And I have to go teach and my heart feels like it is gonna pop out of my chest.
Having anxiety is a bitch. And I have to go teach and my heart feels like it is gonna pop out of my chest.
Positives from this past week: I let my body rest and some of my brain. I decided to quit coke products. I learned how to set up a surveillance camera with tech assistance from my person*. Although my hotspot won't run my TV it will run my laptops*. I created a $cashapp*.
***I hate technology lol
I was on vaycay from 3/1 - 3/8. I had really ambitious dreams of prepping my apartment for moving but my body had other plans. I slept, was hormonal, and in a bad mood most days because life is just really ran me through. But my person held it down for me. I am *so* thankful and lucky to have him.
I am fighting for my life to make it to 11PM and I just don't know that its gonna happen. Skeet through it for me friends.
My fortune cookie tonight: You'll enjoy love that deepens with time.
My fortune tonight: You'll enjoy love that deepens with time.
I believe I shall.
I will ask but the lady told me it was through my phone... thank you for the information!!!
No lol.
Let me google what that sentence means...
Ditched my internet and got mobile hot spot on my phone for the occasional show to watch. Apparently my phone is too old to provide internet at the speeds I need to stream on my Roku TV. This is according to the speed test I did. Whatever. I guess I will test it on my laptop later.
Tiktok trend "Mom/Dad, what were you like in the 90s?"
And so many of them have Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls as the music.
Such a good music day. I've always wanted a man to make me a play list and I woke up to one made by a man I adore and then one of my favorite songs is a TikTok trend. 10/10 Day
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Please clap. I got a medium crispy coke zero instead of a large. I'm not ignoring my girl either... BB and I split a 4 piece chicken nugget. She was also gifted a small whip cream cup from the drive through girls.
She is snoozing in my lap now. Trying to make the car positive again (vet trauma)
Anyone else weird about the numbers on their vehicle? Just turned 33733. Had to take a picture. But why? What is wrong with me? ๐คฃ
๐ค๐ป for us both.
Vacation is going well mentally but I am not crossing things off my to do list the way I should be. Well, this morning after the Alani lime slush I destroyed my kitchen by cooking but then I ran out of motivation. Ugh, still gotta clean that again. But mentally... I am separated from work.
Start OnlyPawz and let people sniff Fitz's toe beans. I will subscribe and also be a content creator.
But also, HEARD! I am also done looking for a job that will make me feel alive. Just looking for a job to compensate me so I can feel alive at home.
I have discovered Alani Lime Slush. I am twerkin in the kitchen while making cinnamon swirl pancakes (casserole) and bacon.
Been awake since 4:15AM and despite trying my hardest... I think I have to get up. Why does this always happen on my vacations... I wake up stupid early...
I love my mechanic(s). I think they are very honest and have my best interests at heart but they are MAGA through and through and listen to some horrendous political propaganda.
I am also a researcher at heart so I research everything they advise me to do.
I believe that but the box says different ๐คฃ
I had a box of Kraft Dinner in my pantry and felt nostalgic. So I made it and I have ragrets. Also, I am now unfortunately family of 1.
Unsettling dreams recently... most likely from stress but also just the state of *everything* and in my dream my dog and I were trying to get to our safe person and we couldn't so we're just kinda sad now.
*not sure if BB was having shared dream but she was sleep howling and she is sad now.
Irritated with myself for waking up at 5AM on my first day of vacation. Laod in bed for an hour and couldn't go back to sleep... time to get up I guess.
Whenever I get around to watching I will need to review your tweets at the same time.
Update: I ate an ice cream bar for dinner and one for dessert ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ
Oh man!!! I also have raviolis!
I don't like pizza crust. In my area they do square pizza and despite my family knowing my preferences, they give me corner pieces. I am thankful but I sometimes don't eat it and freeze it. I have discovered frozen corner pieces and am attempting air fryer resuscitation. #freezerdiaries
32 hours and 45 minutes.