jadey❄️🐟 RAFAJADEY SEASON🫧🎉🥳

teehee yippee

finally gonna do this real quick because the wheel chose it and THEN I will sleep probably

and because im feeling nice i finally got him to bound status LMAOOOO he’s the only one I hadn’t done that for yet, oops my bad

jadeleb beef postponed for the short term future 😚

the drink sucked btw but he made up for it with the flowers

Dude this fella loves arranging flowers and then never giving them to me (he’s done that twice) so to immediately enter the home and he wanted to pour me a drink and then immediately gave me flowers right after dude 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 cutie

BREAKING NEWSSSS I HOP ON TO LADS AND CALEB IS HOME AND IMMEDIATELY GAVE ME THESE FLOWERS HELLO??? 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

but maybe tomorrow bc it’s like 11pm and im zonked out LMAO

gill & all of his endings are complete!

we now move on to the yappatron 6000 aka raul 😚

actually managed to attend a uni tutorial tonight (currently just starting) who am i!!!! sdjglksadgj i've missed most of them for this module bc i had been dozing off early LMAO or i simply forgot. it's nice to be able to attend one for a change (and to remember that there is one to begin with!!)

also feeling extra antsy because i *should* be hearing about my submitted assignment some time this week. keep nearly having a heart attack whenever i get another email dkgjadslgasdg

it’s giving “lemme hold your hand when i tell you this but…” 😭😭😭 FBDKSKSKSKS

I always forget to mention when I’m making a thread LMAOOOO I really just be yapping

Anyway thank u for coming to my ted talk for anyone who read the whole tangent lmao

Also going back to certain trauma, it doesn’t help that I am the only person who knows about certain things that happened (aside from 1… perhaps 2? I can’t remember if I’d told them or not) so the only one who can confirm it is me but I don’t trust myself or my memory so what can I trust like lmao

so it makes me sound like im lying when im not I just remember but I don’t ????FHSKDKDKD

It is something that I think about a lot and having these gaping holes in my memory is just so like 😭 Idk im not crashing out im just speaking to the void about something i think about a lot lmao

did happen or not bc I don’t always remember it fully until snap and something triggers my memory and im there again and feeling it all idk

Nothing has happened to make me question my memory but it’s so hard sometimes to relate in convos when im like “yeah I know of that” but can’t tell you shit

Like I remember my best friends going over something (I can’t remember specifics) and I was like really omg what happened and they were like: jade, you were there fjdjdkdkdkdm 😭😭😭

It makes it really difficult when thinking back bc like it makes me question whether certain traumatic moments actually

recall anything in specifics, only very occasionally at very specific times where it happens randomly. All the years of my life just blend into nothingness and a lot of times im like “should I be worried about how terrible my memory is or” 😭😭

Even things from recent years, I struggle remembering.

I will forever be amazed by people who can remember so much about their childhood from like really early ages, I can barely remember high school lmao there are just constant gaping holes in my memory. Occasionally someone will mention something and for once memory recall will happen but I can never

when you get to the bus stop and realise you’ve missed 2 buses… wow

questioning her life choices

idk what settings to change on her eyes to make her look normal in poses without changing her too much 🥺 it’s so annoying bc she’s out here looking like a demon in some poses LMAOA

clingy 🥰

ignoring that her eyes look mad weird 😭😭

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hope everything goes okay lovely! 💗💗 try and stay as hydrated as possible, that will help ❤️

SBDNSMSKSKSMS SHES SO CUTE HELP

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okay im going to sleep fr now LMAOOO goodnight friends