atticus

I'm not comfortable dating right now, it's not happening anyway, and I want to transition before I even consider that. Begone with thee 🧹

I've developed a fuck ass crush in the last few weeks and I hate to be like "ugh.. Feelings..." But it has me more pissed off than anything

Debating sharing my ocd vent art publicly. I need to be more open with sharing my other art though I've become reserved in the last few months

I miss some people a lot more

I miss some of my ocs that idk what to do with right now

It wont heal me but I think it will stabilize me to be out of an environment where i am treated like dogshit. the idea of going there makes me feel sick

Thinking about it the 99% contributing factor of This shit is my jxb and i really need to quit asap. there was an incident a few weeks ago that has really fucked my mind up even though i know from speaking to others that i did nothing wrong

Sorry if you saw all that. The idea of being known and percieved in any way is really scary to me currently and i can't think about it too much. I'm really embarrassed man

You know the last thing I expected to make my intrusive thoughts fuck me over was people complimenting me but. Sure.

Set yourself on fire

Hot boy fall

Papalymo if the thing that happened to him happened to Yda instead .

I made a "kinion" for this guy and can't stop staring at how insane this combo of characters is

I will go back to funny and image now

I get stuck in this very evil situation where even just talking about these sorts of things to myself makes it feel like I'm being judged and disliked for it. Its hard to push past

You can tell it's bad cause I have to yell into this stupid void instead of feeling safe enough to talk to someone

I was doing so well the past few years and now I've relapsed into constant panic and existential fear and intrusive thoughts of how I'm an evil person. IDK what to do the stress is making me ill

I think I am doomed to a life of being cast aside and replaced by someone better

Screenshot of the iOS version of the Final Fantasy IV 3D Remake. Cecil the dark knight has been turned to a frog. He thinks to himself “Can this mountain truly wash away my bloodstained past?”

tweet from pompom625tn in Japanese, the translation of which reads "Why don't you join the cult of appreciating soft, plump males?"

I'm always saying this

[ffxiv]

convocation of fourteen (fears)

Honey, do you need anything from the condiment sow?

Don't get me wrong I find things sexy but talking about them I sound like Im reading official psperwork

This is real but specifically it's said in a really sterile matter of fact tone with no ezxitement or arousal at all

Realising I havnt really had anything said to me that makes me feel strong positive emotions for like a year at least

I got called a prince jokingly yesterday and it made me so embarrassed for no good reason. I'm so fucked