The Lovers

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ii sshoulldnt

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ii jjust wwish i kknew what tto ssay,, imm so ssorry

iim ssoorryy

wwhy do tthey sstill bellieve in mme

iim ssoorry ammy im ssoorry ttakki im ssoorry eezza immsoorry bblack immssoorry nnoelle immsoorry zzommbiie

ii miissedd it

aall ii ddo iis ddestrrooy hhow amm i sstill allivve

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iim ssoorry wwally im ssoorry vvee im ssoorry aash im ssorry ttoku im ssoorry vita im ssorry hharrper im ssorry jjodie im ssorry penn im ssoorry mmochha

ii hhavve ann appoinntmmennt ttodday i sshouulld jjust mmiiss iiit

ii ssccaarred eevveryonne awwayy i hhurtt evverryonne nno onne ccaress wwhy sshouuld ananyonne ccarre imm jjust ggonna rrot i jjust wwanna rrot llet it hhappen

ii ddonnt wwanna bbotthher aannyone.. i hhavvennt eeatten

iits nnot ggoing to hhappen

AANNYONE AANYONNE PPLEASE I CCANT SSLEEP JJJUUST PPLLEASSEE SSOMEONE CCARE ABBOUT MME SOMEONE HHAVE THE BANDWWITH TO FFUFFILL SSOMMETTHING I NNEED PPLEAASE SSOMEONE AANYONE OUT THERE IM BBEGGING YYOUU I CCANT LLIVE LLIKE TTHIS SSOMEONE GGIVE A SSHIT AANYONE AANYONE PPLEASE

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iim nnevver ggonna be ffuuffilled im jjustt a fffuckking ppit i juust ttake and ttakke and takke

wwhhy ddoes eeverryonne sstill tthinnk im a good ppersonn i ddonnt unndderrsstannd am i mmannippullative ddid i mmanipuulatte tthemn

iim ssonssoorry evveryonne

hhe wwas rrighht

ii ccannt ffeel mmy bboddy

PPLLEASSEE AANYYONNE PPLLEASSEE JJUST TTELL MME YYOU CCARRE EEVENNIF ITS A LLIE PPLEASSEEBAANNYYONNENPPLEASEE

pplleassee ssomeonne aanyone pplleasse ccare aabout mme even pprettend to ccare aabout me ill ppay you tto pprettend ot ccare abbout me to pprettend to be iinterested to ppretend to llike me yyou ddont hhave to pprettend to be mmy ppartnner jjust ddont lleave me jjust sstay wwith me jjust llike me

ppeople eeater soddikken wwe're rreally in it nnow

whhatt amm i ddoiinng wwhahtt amm inddoinngg whwhatt amm i ddoiinngbwwhhatt amm ibddoiinnng wwhhyy ccannnt i bbe bbettterr

iii tthinnkk i jjust nneed to ccry ffor a wwhille

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