it's so sweet how he's always sending me stuff i like, even though it's going to absolutely fuck his timeline algorithm 😁 and i know he has his own ways of showing he cares. i felt that these days, that he cares, just seems not to know how to show it
we had a really good time these days. even started watching a new show! i looooove spending time with him, it got me so fucking happy. when we go to sleep im always wearing the biggest smile ever, feeling like a stupid teenage in love
hm, so... all that was a huge mistake, i was simply on my period and a bit... overdramatic... haven't given up yet, nuhuh
this is the first time i feel this way, which is crazy, because i've been in love before. but never like this. never in this intensity. in my entire life, i've never decided to swallow my feeling because i couldn't tolerate ruining a friendship. i have never felt this much.
i will miss him so fucking much this is hell
worst part is that i actually am in love. i care so much about him. right now im holding myself not to say good morning because i know he just woke up. i wanna know if he had a good night. if he slept well. if he's already up and going to eat. if we're going to play today. or watch something. fuck
i wish he liked talking to me and sharing quality time as much as i do
this friendship is already over tbh the only reason it lasted this long is because i keep messaging, insisting, inviting. i won't do this anymore, it genuinely hurts to be the only one that actually cares
giving up.
i just genuinely wish i could give him the kind of love he deserves and probably doesn't even know... it's fine, though, i can do it as a friend too
i don't even know why i'm talking about it here, probably because no one follows me or care about this social media. i just wanted to take this out of my chest without texting anyone in particular. i feel like every time i talk about this with my friend, i remind her that she's in the same situation
kinda silly too, but i also love that he has never killed our stupid little fire on tiktok 😁 our friend didn't have the same luck... poor soul
i love our little routine and i hope it continues for months and months. i love talking to him all day, playing games on voice chat and then going to bed to watch movies together before sleep. this is so fucking special to me. he has no idea how much i cherish this moments with him
i realized that yeah, i can handle not being liked back, i'm aware that this ain't happening - him liking me back, so i don't have expectations at all. i'm fine the way we are now. the only thing i cannot handle, though, is him going away if i ever tell him about what i feel...
and i try not to romanticize any of these because i know he truly is just a good friend. i know he would never like me. he has never liked anyone before and i don't have the self-esteem to think "i'll be the first". i'm happy just by being his friend, but obviously i would love to be more than this
he's a good friend too. he doesn't usually invite me to do things with him, i'm the one who does, but when he knows i'm sad or anxious, he does. he always asks me if i want to do something and let me know he is there if i want to get distracted. it might sound silly, but it makes difference to me
he's funny and smart like actually so smart it makes me feel stupid... he knows a lot about many things and i'm always asking him about stuff because i know he will spend 20 minutes talking about it and explaining to me. it's so adorable
i like how easy it is to talk to him even though sometimes i am pretty sure he absolutely hates me (i know it isn't true)
aqui vão fechar aos domingos, então o salário vai cair já que o domingo é o dia de maior faturamento, tá dando o que falar
i really like him
fuck
i admit i was being a little overdramatic
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shawarma kiosk is actually fucking scary wtf
well it is what it is
i seriously need to stop thinking im somehow special cause i really am not and it shows
to everyone else going back to work tomorrow 🫡
i love acelaw
