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being born female was the worst thing that could've ever happened to me

get me out of this body...

I'm sorry

I'm considering harm again. I'm considering the worst actually.

I'd be out in 2 and a half weeks... I'd be out of there... but I don't think I can survive. Not with my job pressuring me and whatever the fuck is going on "At home"

I cant do it anymore

I cant keep fighting

I was unaware that I didn't have a right to privacy. Good to know after such a long time...

certain songs just hit right

love how when one thing is going well, everything else slowly goes down the drain again

I dont understand why my parents dont support me moving out or me getting a job... why would you want your adult child to live like that?

I had a successful day. The job is secure, just have to sign the contract. Its getting better.

Unless you're at home with your mother thats mad at everyone for no reason. Taking a nap is a sin too apparently.

I cant WAIT to be out

I had a nice new years celebration with my friends. They're staying over in the living room and I'm in my room now, feeling incredibly lonely and disconnected from the world.

I'm tempted to hop on a game and just play the entire night...

I just love how one little piece of knowledge can make me feel like such a piece of shit.

I feel watched and exposed. Worse than before. I'm seriously considering quitting the internet. Nothing is safe or private

If I do, just forget I ever existed

Can I just get adopted into a different family please

its getting worse. I cant believe how I recovered from wanting to kms to getting back there in just a couple of weeks. Thank you family. You truly make me feel loved, valued and cared for

Its just unfair at this point

things were already agreed on. things were decided. everything was okay. And now they pressured me long enough that I cant fight back. they won.

I cant wait to be out of here

I cant WAIT for february...

appropriate reaction. I decided to do nothing (I was making sure doggo is fine) but I left the door open and everything. but after the BS sibling did I couldn't care less. lemme send you on discord because its fucked up

3 degrees*

what if I told you my sibling just let our dog out at degrees even tho I told them I already went out with the dog?

Sibling didn't even go out WITH the dog, they just opened the door LEFT it open and went back to bed. All because "Dog is annoying"

Idk if i want comfort art or nsfw art-

I've been feeling down and I crave both for some reason

need someone who draws ocXcanon nsfw/suggestive stuff... I have ideas

or just comfort stuff... I need it

do it!!!

I own it on youtube- but german only sadly... my friends never wanted to watch because old, sad and animated dogs. Most of them are more interested in non animated movies

Trying to shop for clothes with dysphoria and generally not being happy with my body is so difficult and painful. I look at myself in the mirror and all I cant see myself even if I love the clothes

God I love plague dogs... Its so dark and incredibly sad but in such a good way?

I feel like I love too much.

Like, theres so much love in my heart for certain people that it hurts me

not just for my partner, but friends too. I love them so much that it hurts me more than it should

and all that love despite the fact that I was hurt so bad all my life... It confuses me

Might have a job soon. Very happy and excited

The part is STILL going. Its 8am. let me sleep

but tbf I cant sleep. Its too loud

gathering references in the middle of the night as if sleep isn't important. I just want to stay up and draw...

it would just be too much to redo everything. It's tiring to even think about

temporary (hopefully)

strange times