🌈PastelPlushi🌈

CW: body dysmorphia, derealisation, mention of eating disorder and self harm

Ain’t got nobody #brainbunnies

My adorable nursery, my tiny little space.
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focus energy (1/2)

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Finished detailed illustration for @labaiser.bsky.social

The stars are out, the nightlight is glowing, can we please get one more story? 🥺🐇

This one was a treat to work on and a real challenge! Not used to indoor bg

#babyfur #kidfur #agere #littlespace #kidcore #littlefur #cgl

Gentrification of food is real and evil!
I remember in the first Quiet Place movie, the only food left on the store shelves after the apocalypse was cans of spam as a joke, and now we can't buy any for less than 8 bucks?? It's whack for sure

It's just colonialism at its finest lol
"""Exotic""" food is only trendy when white girls on Instagram eat it

The most relatable thing ever 😭

BUSY NOT BUSTY LMAO
I do not have those anymore I chopped em off like 8yrs ago

I'm sorry we haven't been online a lot lately, our burnout is bad and we had a busty and kinda ruff couple of weeks. I haven't even drawn anything in that time because its like my hands arent fully working

But spring break is coming up soon! I can't wait to work on art, and catch up on some rest <3

+ a funny aside, we thought shoyu and soy sauce were two different things until like college because my family only ever called it shoyu
I felt so stupid lol

Meanwhile, they were eating unseasoned porkchop and steamed veggies, but sure, our food was the gross stuff lmao
We stopped bringing in home foods all together because we were just so confused as to why our peers were so hostile about cuisine

Then cut to 5 yrs later when Poke bowls became a trend

This is so real! We're Hawaiian and 80% of our meals were Hawaiian/Chinese/Japanese/Portuguese/Filipino and the kids at school bullied us so hard for the foods we ate

Manapua with red Chashu = pigs blood
Spam musubi = fake sushi i guess??
Haupia = spoiled milk
Raw ahi = raw red meat

♫ I don’t care what you’ve been told,
I don’t think we need to get old ♫

early internet exposure core!! >.<
@4lung.net

☀️ Talk to me like I'm 3 yrs old!

Talk to me like I don't understand words longer than 3 syllables!

Tell me I'm "silly for trying to think so big"

I wanna feel small and not need to have any answers!
I don't wanna read the room!
I don't wanna try and puzzle together hidden context!

That's incredible omg
I hope you enjoyed blues clues :3

A small deer plushie holding a roll of string under its arm and a threaded sewing needle in the other, there's a small satchel on her shoulder too containing probably anything else she might need to repair a plushie The deer has visible stitches all over her, an embroidered image of a Christmas pine tree decorating its belly, as well as two big patches of fur around it's wrists, Its legs appear to be held on with buttons near its thigh

Little plushie doctor who helps patch up any of her fellow toys in need.

Doodled this one night after seeing a post on Tumblr by user soft--dogs of a little deer doll they were making.

GRAYSCALE SKETCH: -$85/char -Backgrounds not available -A refined sketch with different shades of gray filling elements of the picture.

SIMPLE-STYLE FLAT COLOR DRAWING -$115 per character ---Or $85/ea for waist-up only -Background: $Varies ---Solid color or simple pattern: $0 ---Complex pattern: $10-$30 ---Full scene: $55-$230 (depends on complexity Simplified features, straighter lines, less detailed fur/hair. But can be more dynamic, colorful, or cartoony without seeming out of place.

NORMAL-STYLE FLAT COLOR DRAWING -$175 per character ---Or $115/ea for waist-up only -Background: $Varies ---Solid color or simple pattern: $0 ---Complex pattern: $10-$30 ---Full scene: $55-$230 (depends on complexity) More detailed anatomy, fur, and facial features. Fewer harsh angles, more soft angles, and generally rounder shapes.

FULLY-RENDERED DRAWING: -$230 per character ---Or $175/ea for waist-up only -Background: $115-$345 ---Background is REQUIRED (for lighting purposes) ---Depends on complexity A Normal-Style Flat Color Drawing with different lighting techniques that make the character feel more like part of the scene.

✨March commissions are open!✨

Bills are coming up and my bank account's low again, so it's time to open again!

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It's totally fine to want to help and be empathetic to others, but we can't let it cost us our well being.
I wish all the best for you and I hope your mom learns to listen and understand you better. You deserve to be heard and seen as the person you are 💖

I sincerely hope that things get better for both of you going forward. My mom didn't take the boundary setting well and things unfortunately escalated to a permanent degree, and I'm still fighting the programmed guilt she installed in me, but I'm happier than ever (and so is my dad lol)

it's your hit bro that shit is still cherried 🔥🔥👍

It's easy to fall into the guilt trap of feeling pity for our moms, especially if they had their own traumas and hardships, but you gotta remember that your mom is her own person that makes her own choices and if she's choosing to disrespect you and your wife then you can choose to set a boundary.

But you HAVE to put you first sometimes. Taking up space feels so scary when you grow up believing that people will like you and treat you better if you're quite/hidden/obedient, and the icky feeling of shame that grows from it is hard to battle, but you CAN overcome it! --

I've recently estranged from my mom who raised me very similarly (my therapist called it the Goldfish Child Scenario, being seen as "easy to care for" and therefore being emotionally/physically neglected by caregivers) and the guilt that comes with such complicated feelings is so hard! --

That’s just the way it is…🎵🎶

(project for sociology. We drew an image of poverty as we know it. Mine had stuff, but no home, money, or familial stability. Stuff does not equate stability. I think a lot of us been here, and we try to redo being little to take control of what we couldn’t, you know?)

I could be staying up all night playing Pokopia but nooooo I have school tomorrow so I gotta wait until after classes >:C

A vent illustration of an anthropomorphic cat girl comforting her inner child with words of affirmation. She gently combs her hair while saying "You are safe, even though your heart is hurting. You were a kind child in a confusing world. You are not foolish for wanting to be understood. You are not bad for wanting honesty, kindness and safety. Even though something precious was lost, you are still whole. Being discarded does not mean you are disposable. Your feelings are real, even if they were denied. Your care was real, even if it was erased. I see how much you loved. I see how deeply you tried. I am here with you now, and I will not leave. You didn't fail - you survived."

nurture your fragile self, don't neglect her, she holds the seed of compassion and ability to heal.