just imagine being in a constant state of deja vu & not being able to stop it, nor being able to control what u do or say & feel. u feel like everything thats happening around u has happened before, ur thoughts, feelings, conversations etc. & ur just watching urself on autopilot. thats me rn ❤️🩹💔
I apologize if I ghost a lot over the next little while. This deja vu/derealization episode is getting bad again & I get easily distressed during these episodes so I try to limit social interaction w/ people. It's so hard to explain what's going on in my brain so I just distance myself 🫂❤️🩹
i'm okay. i exist 😂😅 i hope you had a good day! 🫶
ANNIIIIIIII! HI ANNI I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A GREAT DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YESSSSSSSSS oh my god it's so frustrating hahahahaha the thing that happens to me a lot is I go "oh do such and such stay together?" for example AND THEN GOOGLE WILL RANDOMLY SPOIL SOMETHING LIKE "yes, such and such stay together. they move in after _____ dies" AND IM LIKE?!?!?!?! I DIDNT ASK THAT
SOMEONE TELL ME TO STOP GOOGLING THINGS ABOUT THE SHOWS THAT IM WATCHING COS I JUST SPOILED SOMETHING ON ONE TREE HILL AND NOW IM SO MAD AT MYSELF LMAOOOOOO SHIT FUCK I DO THIS ALL THE TIME COS MY BRAIN WONT STFU UNTIL I KNOW SOMETHING SPECIFIC & THEN BAM! GOOGLES LIKE "yeah bla bla bla" SPOILERS
that's funny lol! yeah my big girl had no reaction to either of them at all. her father and I had more of a reaction than she did XD
definitely the cutest!! and she didn't even have any reaction to it or anything, maybe it's her autism (genuine thought lol not tryna be silly about it). she just sat next to me one day and while she was talking i saw her first one was gone. the second one was about a week later HAHAHA
i've felt this feeling way too many times when i used to stream my friend. sending you love 🫂
hahahahahha it was supposed to illustrate the cute gap.... and a lil fun XD
A drawing of a simple smiling face with two missing bottom teeth
My first born lost two front teeth so when she smiles she looks like this 🥹🤣
OMG HAHAHA! same brain
does this sweet baby know that they exist?
this probably seems so silly lol but this made me smile so big, literally just reading "the story has more parts !!!!!" was so funny and wholesome hahahahhaa
thank you my sweets 🫂
put it this way, my partner loved it so much he wanted to name his first born son after one of the characters so when we had twins we agreed on another Supernatural name for our girl lol. obvi not saying the names for privacy but thats how much the show meant to us
today already does feel better cos yesterday my brain was like "fuck it, im leaving my rubbish bin on the curb i dont care" and this morning i went out and grabbed it cos i do in fact care LMAO
my partner watched it growing up & i only watched it completely recently, i truly think you'd love it! it really does feel like your vibe <3
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good morning friends, yesterday was rough, today is feeling better but once again it is early in the day lol. thank u for ur kindness & grace yesterday. i may not be as active as i normal am but i'll try say hello when i have the spoons ❤️
i also removed every post up until yesterday. fresh start 🫂
thank you my sweets 🫂❤️
thank you my sweets, i appreciate your kindness, always 🫂❤️🩹
love you, thank you, i will try my best 🫂❤️
It's not even 10am and today is already a bad brain day. This deja vu/derealization shit is not fun at all ❤️🩹
I'm hopping offline & spending the day cuddling my babies.
Love y'all.
🥹 thank youuuuuu!
THANK YOUUUUUU! it was my first time doing something like this and pushing the envelope of my current digital skills & I'm so happy with how it turned out!
Thank you! 🥹🫶🏼
Thank you!! I loovvvvveeee Sleep Token!
