“You used to be big.”
“I am big. It’s the pictures that got small.”
Oooohhhhh I love when a classic lives up to the hype, Sunset Boulevard was a noir camp masterpiece 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 Suddenly I find myself wanting to rewatch Whatever Happened to Baby Jane…
I watched a 3.5-hour-long French art film yesterday and LOVED IT. I’m going to watch Sunset Boulevard tonight because what the fuck else am I doing? I’m 70 pages into a book recommendation that I’d usually never pick up, and I’m loving it.
fam, this shit is WILD. therapy really do be CRAZY.
readiness is such a fascinating aspect of CPTSD bc what do you mean I’ve struggled for YEARS to just GET UP and DO SOMETHING—FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, ANYTHING—and now I can feel my feelings in real time somewhat and in the space of 2 weeks it’s suddenly way easier to throw on a movie or pick up a book
AND DID 😎🤩 She even rooted out the sheet with the big stars because I did so well 🥹 lmao passing therapy with flying colours
😂😂 essentially, “do we have milk?” It’s now the way we ask in my house if anything is in stock. “On a scale of one to toilet paper, do we have yes?”
[I do not suggest going directly from twitter fanfic discourse for your hobby to editing industry discourse for your job back to back LOL]
stg no one hates the craft of writing more than people who say with their full chest that writing is their passion because what do you mean you don’t want to learn more about the thing you apparently love so much???
they’re arguing about grammar in fanfic on twitter again bc someone made a tweet to their own following giving totally innocent advice on how to format dialogue
you know what? I’m gonna retroactively give myself more credit here. 😤 this wasn’t repression and drafts, that’s just coping humour.
this was hard work. this was journalling and self-care and communication and perseverance and forgiveness for having the audacity to experience bumps on a bumpy road.
good friend of mine once said “on a scale of one to milk, do we have yes?” and to this day that’s one of the best arrangements of words I’ve ever heard
sleeping good, eating well, ass fat as hell, all because I have the wisdom to download my favourite fics while lacking the obtuse hubris to repost them without permission 😌 all things in balance. crops watered. pussy tight, clean, and fresh. 😌😌😌
sorry gang it’s my fault ao3 is down.
I’m finally doing a little better and trying to read a bigger variety of books this year, and I’ve just borrowed one I have finite time to read, and I guess the universe is creating some motivation for me.
love connor storrie and excited to see what’s next for him but unfortunately nothing but the unspoken social pressure of my mother-in-law suggesting it when we visit could make me watch snl lol
not doing well, but at least not doing well ✨quietly✨ 🤫💪🏽🙌🏽 look at this clean-ass feed, that’s the power of drafts and some good ol’ trusty repression in this bad boy right here *slaps head like the hood of a car*
something reeeaaalll dystopic seeing the footage out of Puerto Vallarta and in the foreground is a bunch of tourists still just…on the beach or in rooftop pools, in their bathing suits, drinks and iPhones in hand…
my favourite internet rabbit hole to get into is wholesome pokemon show streamers. I have no interest in pokemon, but there are so many videos of vendors just like giving free stuff to kids or being super generous to strangers. 🥹 I just like watching people be nice to each other.
looked up a friend i haven’t seen since high school and he’s come out as trans now (we love to see it!) and we chose the same name lmaooooooo if I ever run into him in the street it’s just gonna be the spider-man meme
I didn’t tear up at the [______] reveal, YOU teared up at the [______] reveal!!! 😭😭😭
SLAY THE SPIRE 2 TRAILER GET FUCKING HYYYYPE youtu.be/PW22jwFNxU8?...
twitter and discord are proof positive that we needed tumblr.
tumblr was cringe, yes. but it was borne of cringe—a vital metabolic cycle of cringe, really.
twitter and discord take cringe and churn it into something uglier. they eat cringe to shit out the smarmiest kind of echo-chambered rage.
being vague bc it’s business-related, but it’s so Interesting™️ to notice the difference in how women—especially Indigenous/Black/racialized women—talk about access to healthcare and what barriers other people might face vs how white men talk about it. 🤔🧐🤨 hmmmmmm…
“LOOK, there are a lot of things that people are going to say in this show that are going to worry you a little bit.” - husband talking about Gundam Turn A as the characters get ever more casually fuck-y about gender (I am SEATED I am HOOKED I am PAYING ATTENTION 👀👀👀)
1 episode into a Gundam series, both me and my partner: OK, just one episode, then we chill out for the evening 😌
7 episodes into a Gundam series, both me and my partner: OK AFTER THIS WE AGREE TO GO TO BED AND GET SOME SLEEP 😭
(Turn A has some GENDER FUCKY THEMES dude 👀👀👀)
I guess at some point I should uhhhhhhh try to finish some of these fic WIPs I have sitting in my scrivener, eh? 😅 ahahahaha FUCK
for valentine’s day we cooked supper together and absolutely fuckin shit the bed lmao literally everything was overcooked (rice was inedible LOL) but it tasted fine…so we just laughed our asses off and watched movies together while we ate our shitty supper, and THAT, my friends, is 13 yrs of love 🥰
best things about this:
- I can now just say “gimme kiss 😈” in a Russian accent and watch him melt and comply 🥹
- dude completely “gets it,” both in genre and execution
- naturally sang along with mangetout
- he agrees Svetlana can GET IT 🥵
- he agrees that Francois Arnaud is the hottest overall🥵🥵🥵
sidbdhdhfb I mean, PROBABLY lmaoooooo but also his explanation was “it’s like asking an expert. you write gay fanfic and stuff, so like…idk, how ‘successful’ was this? it’s like when you ask me about board games.” 😂😂😂 I found this brand of autism incredibly endearing lololol
👀👀👀 oh ho ho HO well…I wouldn’t say no to specific good links to fic to put in the bank…👀👀👀👀 a shortlist you say…?
ngl he really got me with this one lol 🥹
honourable mention: - “it works because they didn’t FUCK AROUND. they were EARNEST.”
