engyntrapped

also since i have this account i guess i can properly post these vent drawings from 2024-2023 respectively without people freaking out haha

that first one is still one of my all time favorite drawings.. I really captured what i felt at the time.

cw: self harm

anyways im redoing this drawing, hopefully i can finish it soon ish ;v

if it werent for my partner and a few key friends here and there that understand my gender frustrations and needs i'd be loosing my marbles i think.

This stuff is so isolating .w.

it'd be nice if there were big transfem voices out there in yt that weren't just "i love my GOCK so much, my GOCK is amazing, i love having a GOCK"
sdhwhesh

i will enjoy cnc and fictional noncon all i please idgaf and i’m not sorry it’s one of the most common kinks! so this is part of why pee is also not surprising or controversial to me

Maybe im just bitter that I was born with all the "right" genetics to look "pretty" but everything else sucks, I have the wrong bits, Im a tumor factory and all my joints hurt every day all day because my body struggles to keep my tendons working properly as they keep on weakening.

I really wish i could enjoy being trans in the way other ppl do, bc save for the physical changes it has been misery and stress nonstop for years on end pinching every penny as my health keeps failing.
I put up with it bc if i didnt id just slip into the void.

cw: gore

vent doodle from some months ago, i hate being disabled :c

my bf keeps making me cry of happiness helpp

CW: Gore

need a hand there?

what the tuna