!! ghost hunter in training !!

Please do not confuse Horses 2025 (2026) with HORSES (2025).

final fantasy xiv players when they see a bugged thing

i just personally just don't find vampires biting necks all that sexy. i know the big artery's there, but i think biting your wrist or inner forearm is much more sexy. it means they have to work for it and so they've gotta be at least somewhat invested, yk?

though historically z's been able to access the muscle memory without problem (both piano and driving) but r's too much of a fuckin pussy to even try anything except like. skyrim. and he plays with a fucking controller so that's not an accurate test of it lmao

man imagine if we had a therapist to dump this on lmao

convinced reno to make a website alongside me, and it's going to be interesting to see what the differences are between. consciousness and physical muscle memory and how it differs depending on the pilot.

OH MY G-D???? i was summoned

migrain't

change of plans i'm using ayesha green and sandy adsett instead

good idea, e hoa! i just added buspirone to my sertraline (buspar and zoloft? i think? i get generics lmao) and i'm feeling very much the same about a lot of stuff while i adjust lmao

i say that as if i'm ever on bsky but you know what i mean hgfjyfj

me: my plan for today is to do my schoolwork
me, immediately: brings up music and sits at my keyboard

the heart wants what it wants, unfortunately.

self sabotaging executive dysfunction babeyyyy

anyway my plan for today is exploring israel tangaroa birch's art and noting down what i like about his art. i'm not touching metalwork but i can focus on the shapes and colours n shit

i have 4 weeks left until the end of my school year and man. being one of those bitches that does everything in the final hours is exhausting.

my final handed in 7th form portfolio was done in 2 weeks, instead of the [checks notes] 14 weeks it should have taken

physio on monday...... fucked my back at work pulling chips out of the chest freezer (it was sore before then but that made it BAD) and i've been in solid agony since lmao. i've got muscle relaxants though, they seem to be helping.

i don't want to do my school work lmao

All the Lab stans saying individual members have made statements against the puberty blockers ban. Yep, they have. The leader hasn’t. The Party hasn’t. winnie the anti-trans piece of shit is a possibility for a Lab coalition.
I don’t know what else to say.

i am immensely poor at regulating my spirals + parsing information so i generally avoid seeking the information myself and instead get the important updates thru my bestie because she can explain it to me in ways i can understand and won't make me Stop Functioning. but the other method works goo ig

one of the odd things about working for a hard out national supporter is that i get kept informed of political shit that's going on but like..... it's oddly *less* stressful because he frames everything as neutral to good so i can filter that through a buffer of "oh right, you're an idiot."

:V

lrt next time we go to the arcade i'm gonna perfect bad apple idc how many times i have to redo it it's a good ass song

at an arcade for the first time in years and @itscalledmidgar.bsky.social just did bad apple on hard on the dance machine

started playing labyrinth of the demon king with cloud and this being the save message doesn't feel encouraging

Silent Hill 3

straight up just had to stop between the two 5 minute episodes so i could have a little cry about my darling sonboy. he's so cute. he deserves the world. he can't eat spicy food and is afraid of zombies. because he is 4. or around that age

i don't tend to cry at media, and in said fashion nothing in the mo dao zu shi donghua got me (and i don't think anything in the untamed will either)

you know what DID get me

seeing a-yuan in episode 14 of mdzsQ. he is so. fucking. cute.

I did some kh character design exploration 🏝️🐚

#digitalart #fanartbynana #kingdomhearts

thank you so much!! ;v; )/<3

my-y-y-y niece and. and nephew have ay-ay-ay-ay stutter li-yi-yi-yike this when they're nervous or tense, which i also de-ye-ye-yevelop under intense stress

such a small issue but it bothers me so much when people (writers etc) think that s-s-s-stutters are the only stutters that exist

mine we-went from this as a chi-child t.............o this w. w......... when i was in............... university

the world of stutters is rich an varied

almost described myself as a former stutterer but as with alcoholism i don't think there's ever a Former, there is simply a Managed. my stutter still exists, i'm just waaaaay better at masking it.

it's also moved from syllabilic to the word just getting stuck in my mouth lmao

i STILL get this stuck in my head regularly and i hate it because all i can see is the video

the "da da da da da da da" bit is stimmy but it's not worth the visuals